The first day's the hardest 3

APPLICABLE WARNINGS: I imagine she's done/been through A LOT before SHIELD, so big, fat, trigger warning. For possible mentions of torture, Definitely mentions of abuse, and maybe non-con, not sure yet. Also, small mention of bedwetting in the beginning. And when I mention the leather fetish, I meant it in a totally NOT kink-shaming way. I just thought it was clever. I'm done babbling now, so enjoy. :)

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Chapter 3:

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"STOP!" She begged, before she felt another hand come down on her again. "Please, I'll be good! I promise!"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU USELESS BITCH!" A fist collided with her face, sending her into blackness.

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She woke, tears in her eyes as she screamed. She frantically looked around, grateful Clint hadn't come in like last time. Her breathing became less frantic but more ragged as she settled down. It was then that she felt it: the sheets were soaked underneath her. She groaned. She had very little in the way of clothing to begin with, and these accidents weren't helping. She angrily got out of bed, stripping the sheets and herself before going to shower.

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"So I heard you've been screaming in your sleep," Nina said. She told Natasha that if she didn't like doctors to just call her whatever she felt comfortable with. She said she wanted Natasha to trust her. "Are you still having bad dreams?"

Natasha nodded slowly. "Usually it's about my first handlers," She said slowly. "They weren't the nicest people."

"I can imagine," Nina said. "Do you feel ready to tell me what they did?"

Natasha shrugged. "Didn't someone tell you?"

"No, we only know what we found out a few days ago," She said calmly.

Natasha took a shaky breath. "They used to beat me up," She said. "When I wasn't good enough or fast enough, they'd hit me. They said I was worthless, and maybe they should just kill me like the other failures."

"You know you're not a failure, right?" Nina said. Natasha shrugged. "Natasha, you're human. There are things outside of your control, and you were wrong to be punished for them, alright? Try and remember that."

"It wasn't outside of my control when I had accidents on missions," She scoffed.

"Yes, it was," Nina countered. "Your body can only take so much Natasha. Try and remember you're not the reason the world is a horrible place. You might have done bad things, but you didn't get a say in them, alright?" Natasha nodded slowly. "I'm proud of you for opening up today. I'll see you back on Friday."

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"So how did it go?" Clint asked as they walked back to his quarters. She shrugged. She didn't feel like discussing therapy yet. "Okay then. Look, the SHIELD clothing is knd of boring, and not everyone has a leather fetish, so I was thinking we could go shopping today if you wanted."

"Shopping?" Natasha asked. "As in a shopping center?"

"In America we call them malls. You've never been, have you?" He asked. She shook her head. "Good, because I needed to get to the mall anyways to get some stuff for Phil. We'll go after we have lunch with Him."

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Turns out Phil had to work through lunch so CLINT had decided Natasha needed to try this greasy sandwich that they sold at the mall called a "Cheese Steak." It tasted like a million calories in the best way. As they finished eating, he lead her to their first stop, a store that looked like a clothing bomb had gone off. "Why are the people twenty-one forever? Is it because the store is so messy?" She asked.

CLINT chuckled. "They aren't, it's just the name of the store. It has something to do with looking young," he explained. "Anyways, I'll be in the guys section. You look around and find some stuff, okay?"

Natasha nodded. Surely they had SOMETHING in this mess that she would like. She scanned the sections close by Clint, finding some skinny jeans and basic tops, and some that were what they called "crop tops." She had never seen so much, and they had EVERYTHING here. Clothes and bras and underwear, and pajamas too. 

Finally Clint came over, some shirts in his hands. "You want to try any of that on?" He asked, noting the ever growing stack in her hands. She shook her head. He shrugged, leading the way to the cash registers. Her stomach dropped when she realized Clint was the only one of the two of them with any way to pay for anything. 

"Maybe I should put this-"

"Don't even start. I wouldn't offer to take you shopping if I minded paying," CLINT said politely.

"But I have no way to pay you back," She said, knowing there was ONE way... But she doubted that was what CLINT wanted.

"Hey, it's no big deal, really," he insisted. "I don't mind spending money on you. That's what friends do. Well, sometimes anyways."

"That's what we are? Friends?" She asked hopefully.

Clint smiled. "Yeah, that's exactly what we are," He answered confidently. Natasha kept her mouth shut as CLINT checked them out, cringing at the total. As soon as she came into some money, she decided she would pay Clint back for this. They spent the rest of their afternoon wandering around the mall. They bought Clint new running shoes, A few ties for Phil, and Natasha a few pairs of socks. But when they passed the toy store, Natasha couldn't stop herself from asking if they could go inside.

"Ummm sure," He said. He didn't want to discourage her actually speaking up. She smiled and tugged him by the wrist inside. It was an interesting place, filled with trains that ran on tracks around the walls, colorful blocks and books lining some shelves, dolls and action figures lining another and THERE. It's the display of stuffed animals that had pulled her attention inside the store. And there, sitting on the top shelf, she finds it.

The bear is hot pink with white swirls and a little black nose and a brown bow around its neck. It's unique, a little strange and a little girly. Natasha quietly picks him up, runs her fingers over the soft fur on his body before she cuddles it.

"Do you want it?" Clint asks with an amused smile. Natasha blushes a deep shade of red. WEAKNESS! her mind screams, and suddenly it's all she can do to keep from crying and screaming. Her breaths start to hitch and the panic must be evident on her face because Clint has his arms around her suddenly. And the weird thing is, she doesn't attack him for it. Somehow this feels right. As she realizes he's talking to her, she begins to listen closely to him.

"....Breathe Tasha. I can't help you if you don't talk to me," He murmurs. "I'm sorry if I upset you."

"Y-you- didn't," She gasped. God that sounded so WEAK. "S-sorry."

"Tasha, breathe, just try and relax, okay? I'll call Phil," Clint said calmly. Oh God. IF they went home, that meant she was going to be punished for this. She whimpered. She didn't want to be punished. She wanted to be good. Good girls didn't have panic attacks. She couldn't stop the hysterical tears as Clint lead her to his car. So much for a good day.

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"Hey Tasha," Clint said with a smile as he entered her room later that night. Oh God, here it came. He had left her alone after they had gotten back. She had cried herself to sleep and woke up crying and soaked. She had found her bag of clothes by the door, and all of them were there. That just meant he was taunting her. She looked up at him with nervous eyes.

Clint quietly came in to the room. "So... I get it. I mean I had my fair share of panic attacks when I first came here too. And over really silly things. Like when Phil and I were on a mission in Kentucky trying to stop some drug lord, and we went to this barbecue place-"

"Does this story have a point or is listening to you babble my punishment?" Natasha asked before her hands flew over her mouth. "I'm sorry I didn't-"

"Tasha," Clint said sadly, "Why would you think.... Actually, yeah I can see where that could be your logic. But you're not getting punished. I'll never punish you for something out of your control. I- WE came in here to cheer you up." He pulled the teddy bear from behind his back, the very same one that she had had the panic attack over.

"You... you got it!" She squealed, taking the bear and smooshing it to her chest. "Oh thank you Clint thank you thank you thank you!"

"You're welcome," He smiled. "Glad I could make you feel better."

Natasha examined the bear happily. "Did you mean it when you said you would never punish me?" She asked.

"Yeah. Phil would kill me if I did, and then he'd have to fill out at least fifty forms," Clint said with a smirk. "Plus, my parents kind of smacked me and my brother around before they died. It wasn't too much better when I was in the circus either. I made my brother a promise I'd never 'punish' anyone."

Natasha smiled. "I'm glad," She said.

(AN: Yeah, kind of a weird ending here, but I like it. It's really cute and Clintasha-y. :) Hope y'all enjoyed it!)

Tiny little Tasha 6

Heyyoo! Yes, it's been waaaaaayyy too long since I've posted something other than BTB. BUT! I have not given up on the other stories. In fact I have quite a few things at play. ;) It's been a while since I posted a chapter for TLT. Also, if I write on mobile, it change's Clint to CLINT. I'm trying to catch them all, but if I miss one, I apologize. :P Enjoy!

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Chapter 6:

"It's like something straight out of The Hunger Games," the doctor said. Once they had arrived at SHIELD, and after a lot of gawking, the medic team had set to work. They found Natasha new dry clothes (which Phil had had to dress her in), and after a lot of begging and a few stickers, they had gotten some blood to examine. She was now coloring happily, while Phil and Clint watched. Clint had demanded no one else see Natasha like this, because he knew if she snapped out of it- and he was hoping she would- she would kill them if they saw her. Literally.

"In English?" Clint begged.

"The long and the short of it is that she's mentally a two-and-a-half year old," The doctor explained. "She's associated you with her father, but I have no clue who she thinks her mother is."

"What about the-"

"Accident? The serum could have caused it. She wasn't dehydrated thank God. But expect a lot more of them," she explained. "We're dealing with a toddler here. I don't know if she'll get past it on her own but I would doubt it. She may have to re-grow-up."

Phil rubbed Clint's shoulders. "We'll get through it," he assured his boyfriend.

"How?! None of us know the first thing about kids!" He exclaimed. "And she won't let anyone besides me, you, and whoever the hell 'mommy' is near her!"

"Agent Barton, breathe," the doctor said. "Kids aren't hard. They're just tiny people. And most kids are shy around new people. Just give it time. And bring her back in two weeks for another assessment, alright?" Clint nodded, watching the doctor leave.

"Can we go home now?" Tasha asked. 

"Almost," Phil cooed. "You need to try and go potty and Daddy and I have to go see Mister Fury. Can Uncle Steve come sit with you while we do that?"

Tasha whimpered. "Why can't I come?" She asked sadly. 

"Because it's just for grown-ups honey," Clint said. "And besides, Uncle Steve is fun."

"....does he like to color?" She asked. Phil nodded. "I guess he can come then."

"Good girl. Now let's try and go potty first," Phil said. 

Natasha shook her head defiantly. "I don't have to!" She said firmly. "I went for the doctors a little bit ago!"

Clint rubbed his temples. "Alright alright," he relented. He went to go find Steve.

IN LE WAITING ROOM...

"No Tony we can NOT give her alcohol!" Steve argued. He'd figured she was a small child in some way or another. Clint cleared his throat.

"How is our little brat?" He asked, earning him a slap on the head. "Hey!"

"The doctors think she's about two," Clint sighed. "And guess who she thinks is daddy?" Tony fell over laughing. Clint just rolled his eyes and continued. "Fury wants to talk to me and Phil and the only person she trusts to sit with her is you."

Steve nodded, following them back. "Just breathe Clint," he said, placing a hand on his shoulder.

Clint sighed in frustration. "I don't know the first thing about kids Cap, and now I have to raise one!"

"And you'll have all of us behind you," Steve assured him. "We'll figure it out."

"I just want to know who Mommy is," Clint sighed, stopping in front of the room. "She's really really shy. And she doesn't like to speak up, so pay attention to her little signals, okay?"

"I promise, we'll be fine," Steve assured him. Clint slowly opened the door.

"Daddy!" Tasha squealed. 

"Hey princess," he said with a smile. "I brought Uncle Steve to play."

"Hey Tasha," Steve said. She scooted away nervously. "It's okay. I hear you like to color."

"Uh huh," she said softly. "Do you?"

Clint smiled and watched as the two began drawing, Natasha giggling. He turned and followed Phil down the hall, coming face to face with a fuming one-eyed director. "Sit," he growled.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 44.

AWKWARDNESS. Just. Awkwardness. But the good kind, not the "I-can't-write" kind. Seriously, I think we're past the part where I cringe and over-apologize for every update. Also, no trigger warnings this time! Yay! :P I am kind of exhausted, and my head is throbbing, and I have class. And then we have a massive home improvement project about to start (My living room is getting a new wall). So yeah! Oh and then my brother is sick. All this in one week. O-o I don't even know. I'll quit babbling so you can read....

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Episode 44: Waterbred.

As soon as they were outside, Carlos jumped in the water. James walked over to some chairs and applied some sunscreen and tanning oil, and Katie sat down next to him.

"Aren't you gonna dive in?" James asked. "It's like, a bazillion degrees outside."

"First off," Katie said, "This is NOTHING compared to Texas. And second... I can't swim." Just then, the Jennifer's came walking around the corner. "I'll be back." But as Katie got up, she messed with the Jennifer's pace.

"What's your problem FREAK?" Blonde Jennifer demanded.

"Nothing," Katie said, trying to stand tall.

"Well it looks like you're all ready to go for a swim," Curly-haired Jennifer said. "Let's help her girls." For three prisses, the Jennifer's were surprisingly strong. They were able to shove Katie into the pool. Wait, WHAT?!

"What is your problem!?" James demanded. "What did she ever do to you?"

"She was in our way," Blonde Jennifer said, and the three of them stalked off. Katie wasn't rising to the surface, so James dove in and pulled her up.

"Thanks for that," Katie gasped.

"Any time," James said. he climbed back out and continued tanning. Carlos swam over to her.

"You okay?" He asked. Katie nodded. "What's wrong?"

"How did you know?" Katie asked.

"Intuition," Carlos said. "Now spill."

"...I can't swim," Katie said, blushing. Carlos smiled.

"Hop on my back."

"Are you sure?"

"Totally." Katie climbed on, and Carlos swam around for a while. "So... I guess we need to fix this, hmm?"

"Fix what?" Katie asked.

"Um-"

"Oh. Yeah, I guess we should," Katie said, suddenly remembering.

"Guys!" James shouted. "Camille has dinner on the table! Let's go!" Carlos swam towards the shallow end and helped Katie off of his back.

"You should be able to stand here," he said. Katie set one foot on the bottom of the pool and then the other. She and Carlos dried off and went upstairs to the apartment. Camille had just set everything on the table and Logan was reading something. They all sat down and prayed and ate.

AFTER DINNER.

"So who wants to watch a movie?" Logan asked.

"As long as it isn't a romance movie," Katie, James, and Carlos declared.

"Fine, how about New Moon?" Camille suggested. Everyone agreed and she popped the movie into the DVD player. James popped a couple of bags of popcorn and poured them into a huge bowl, and the three upstairsies dove in.

"How can you still be hungry?" Logan asked.

"I don't know, but I'm not about to argue with my body," Carlos said with a mouthful. Camille started the movie, and James flipped off most of the lights. Katie and Carlos continued stuffing their faces. When the movie ended, it was almost midnight.

"Well, I'm beat," Camille said. Logan smiled, knowing he would get her tonight.

"Okay let me get my stuff before you two start being gross," Katie said. She ran to the room and pulled her bag out from under Kendall's bed. She figured it would probably be better if she kept it upstairs anyways. They all changed for bed and went to sleep.

THE NEXT MORNING.........

Carlos woke up to the sound of fighting downstairs.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 43.

APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Attempted self-harm and mentions of miscarriage (last time for that, I promise). Seriously, if you are in that place, don't read. I'll post a synopsis at the end. Also, synopsis I promised for the last update: Katie and James attempt to do laundry, and bond, then Katie attempts to do something really fucking stupid. YOU HAVE BEEN PROPERLY WARNED AND HAVE A SYNOPSIS. Now enjoy! ;)

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Episode 43: The trick.

Katie opened the staple remover up wider, and rolled up her sleeves. She let out a few tears as she was about to start when someone opened the door.

"Put the staple puller down," a deep voice said. Carlos. Katie dropped it on the floor, and he ran over to her, grabbing her arms. "Did you do ANYTHING to yourself?" He asked. Katie shook her head, tears running down her face.

"I'm sorry I made you mad," Katie whispered.

"I'm not mad!" Carlos shouted. "Who-"

"James and I were doing laundry and he said you were mad at me," Katie explained.

"I'm not," Carlos said. "I'm a little pissed at what you just tried to do, but... I know what happened this morning wasn't your fault. It could happen to ANYONE. You were worn out and just couldn't hear your body. No big deal." He made Katie look up. "But this shit isn't gonna solve anything." Katie nodded. Carlos didn't let go of her hands until he was sure they weren't going to hurt her.

"So do you want to go down to the pool?" he asked.

"Why?" Katie asked. "so the Jennifer's can make fun of us and I can parade around in a swimsuit that makes me feel self conscious?"

"Come on, it beats sitting around here and watching Camille and Logan make out," Carlos said. Katie couldn't argue with that.

"....Alright," Katie said. She went downstairs to change but realized Camille and Logan were in the bedroom. She banged on the door and heard some rustling.

"Camille I just need my swimsuit," Katie said. Camille cracked the door and handed it to her. Katie went into the bathroom and changed. She then realized it was over; she had stopped bleeding, and her baby was completely gone. She let out a few tears, and then finished changing. when she came out of the bathroom, Carlos was waiting for her. James walked in as they were about to leave.

"Ooh! Can I come to the pool with you guys? Pleeease?" He begged.

"Sure," Katie and Carlos said. James changed faster than a blink of an eye, and in a matter of minutes they were down to the pool.

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SYNOPSIS: Carlos stops Katie from doing something, and she realizes she's completely lost the baby (Yes I am aware how long that is don't judge me!) and then they hit the pool. Now then, LIFE UPDATE: My living room is about to get torn apart, and I have no idea how the internet situation is gonna fit in. I have internet access at school though, so if worst comes to worst, I'll update there. But yeah, let's just take this one day at a time. I hope you enjoyed, and I'll be back tomorrow. ;)

Big Time Boyfriend Part 42.

TRIGGER WARNING. Mentions of self harm. Also, dealing with bed-wetting aftermath. If you don't feel safe reading, it's only in the last paragraph, or just wait and I will post a synopsis on tomorrow's update. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Now enjoy. ;)

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Episode 42: Awkward again.

James opened the closet and all the wet stuff fell out. He frowned, completly worried. He threw it into the hamper, piled some other clothes on top, and decided to do some laundry. Only one small problem; James had never done laundry before.

"Yo Katie!" He said when he came downstairs. "Wanna do some laundry?" Katie looked at Camille, who was sublty shaking her head no.

"Sure," She sighed, managing a weak smile.

LAUNDRY MAT IN THE BASEMENT OF THE PALMWOODS.

"So, why is Carlos in such a mood?" James asked innocently.

"Oh, I don't know," Katie fibbed. She felt bad now; she thought he was really mad at her.

"Well it might have something to do with this," James said, lifting up the pile of dirty socks he had put on top of the hamper. Katie gasped.

"How'd you find that?!" She asked.

"Oh it's easy when you go upstairs to get dressed and someone has hidden stuff in the closet," James said.

Katie took a deep breath. "What's it gonna take to keep you quiet?"

"Hmm, as tempting as that sounds... I'm not gonna tell anyone," James said.  "I'm not THAT mean. I just... I wanted to make sure you were okay is all."

"I'm fine," Katie fibbed.

"No you're not," James said. "I can see it in your eyes."

"Well what do you want me to say, HMM? That I miss my boyfriend like crazy and I'd do ANYTHING to be with him? INCLUDING running a staple puller down my arm?"

"Whoa, chill," James said. "I'm not looking for trouble. I just... he kind of made a list of things to do to keep you safe. And I'm just trying to help keep an eye on you." Katie looked James. His eyes burned with nothing but concern and passion.

"I'm sorry," Katie said.

"It's cool," James said, smiling. "I'm just trying to keep an eye on you."

"Yeah, but we both know I'm not your favorite person," Katie said.

"But you're so special to all of us," James said. "I'm just... jealous you and Kendall are so happy together and all girls want from me is sex. I wish I had what you have."

"But you'll find it someday," Katie said. "People are jerks. Trust me, when the right girl comes along, she'll want more than sex. She'll want to know what makes you tick, she'll wanna make you smile that perfect smile, and every time you're sad, she'll make it all better. Trust me." James smiled at Katie.

"You're pretty amazing, you know?"

"I guess," Katie said, blushing.

"But... are you SURE you're okay? I mean, what HAPPENED last night?"

"I don't know," Katie sighed. "I guess I was just so worn out from all the nightmares about Kendall I just... I didn't hear my body's signals." Katie was blushing even redder now, not really wanting to discuss this with James of all people.

"It happens," James shrugged. The washer went off then, so Katie happily moved the load to the dryer.

"Is it cool if I go upstairs for a little while?" She asked. James nodded. Katie set up the soap for the next two loads and left. She looked back at James. Did they seriously just bond? It didn't matter. She went back up to the apartment, and found Camille and Logan sucking each other's faces. She tiptoed upstairs and into Carlos and James' room. She looked around on the desk and found what she wanted; a staple remover.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 41.

Let's just assume, for the time being, that if a chapter is like, so short I can't scroll down to read it, it'll be a double update day. Also, I apologize for the shortness. I was writing them on mobile. Also, no real warnings apply. :) Enjoy!

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Episode 41: Secretive secrets.

"I see I'm not the only one who hooked up last night," James said happily as he took in Camille and Logan.

"God, I never saw anyone make this big of a deal when KATIE AND KENDALL hooked up!" Logan shouted. Katie blushed and ran to the bedroom.

"I hate both of you right now," Camille said, and she followed her. Carlos took in what was going on from upstairs, and decided to wait and just hid the stuff in the closet. But as he turned around, James was standing right there.

DOWNSTAIRS.

"Camille just go away!" Katie said from behind the locked door. She was still trying to change but realized she had forgotten a pad. Yes, she was still bleeding.

"Not until you come out here and talk to me!" Camille argued.

"What are you? My MOM?! Oh wait, that's right, I DON'T HAVE ONE," Katie snapped. She dug around under Kendall's bed and found what she was looking for.

"Ya see what you started?!" Camille shouted at Logan.

UPSTAIRS.

"Dude, just tell me!" James demanded.

"No!" Carlos shouted, and he stormed out of the room. He stomped down the stairs and out the front door. James looked at Katie, who was crying again already and Camille was holding her. Logan handed her a glass of milk and something else.... he walked back to his room then, and opened the closet door.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 40.

APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Bedwetting. That's pretty much this whole chapter. Well, that and hurt/comfort notes. But yeah. :P YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!! That said, I do hope you enjoy. :)

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Episode 40: Nightmares.

"It's okay!" Carlos said, hugging Katie. "Hey, James isn't going to be home until the morning, so why don't you sleep up here with me tonight?"

"You sure?" Katie asked, shocked.

"Totally. Come on," Carlos said. Katie followed him. She had never really been in his room before. "So you ready for bed?"

"Yeah," Katie whispered. Carlos crawled in before her and she curled up in a ball. They pulled the blankets up, and Katie let her mind drift, thinking mostly of the times she and Kendall had enjoyed golden showers with each other. Finally she slipped into a dream about her and Kendall, only this time she was in the background. He was purging again, only his stomach was completely empty, and all that was coming up was bile and blood. She tried to get to him as he passed out, but she couldn't. She sat upright screaming. Carlos flipped the light on.

"Katie! Katie, calm down!" He said. She stopped as soon as she realized she was awake.

"It was just a dream," Katie whispered to herself.

"Are you okay?" Carlos asked.

"Yeah," Katie said, tears overflowing her eyes. She buried her head in Carlos' chest and started sobbing. "He was purging and he was puking blood and he passed out and I couldn't get to him, and, and-"

"Shh," Carlos whispered, rubbing her back. "It was just a dream. Just a dream. He's not purging, I promise." Katie just laid there, crying off and on. She finally fell back asleep. Carlos laid there, thinking about what he had seen one time, when he swore he saw Kendall puking before a show. Then he thought about how upset Katie was. Katie. This sweet, beautiful, talented girl, who had the biggest heart, was scared to death for her boyfriend, who was his best friend. He lay there thinking about all of these things, but soon he fell asleep himself. The next time he woke up, Katie was still in his arms. She had rolled over a little, but she was still there. He looked at the clock. 6:30 AM. The alarm would be going off in thirty minutes. feeling exhausted, he snuggled down under the blanket with Katie and fell back asleep.

IN KATIE'S SUBCONSCIOUS.....

I was about to piss myself, yet none of these stalls had doors, and the ones that did were taken. Finally, I just let go, enjoying the warmth that spread down me. But then James walked in and was all, "OMG you pissed yourself! hahaha!" I then heard a beeping and left my subconscious...

END KATIE'S POV.

Carlos woke up a few minutes before the alarm was set to go off, and decided to just wait for Katie. He slowly started moving around when he felt it; the sheets were soaking wet! And they were WARM! Before he freaked out, he remembered Katie was in the bed.

Crap, he thought. How am I going to get out of this one? I can't freak out, I can't make her feel bad in any way, and she's probably going to cry. Man, she cries a lot. But I think I like that, because it means I get to hold her and make her feel better and OH MY GOSH I LIKE HER!!! Oh no. Kendall would KILL ME if I do anything! Kendall's going to kill me if I handle this wrong! GAH! MY BEST FRIEND'S GIRLFRIEND HAS PISSED MY BED!!!! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO??? Somewhere in his mental panic attack, the alarm clock went off and Katie woke up. Carlos held his breath as she slowly went down the same track he did. She looked at him.

"Hi," He said.

"I... I'm so sorry," Katie said, tears already forming in her eyes. "I didn't mean to-"

"Shh," Carlos said. "It's not your fault. So you drank too much before bed. Is it really the end of the world?" Katie hugged Carlos.

"I... Just.... I-"

"Shh," Carlos said. "Come on, let's get ready for the day. James is going to be home any minute." Katie nodded and hopped out of bed. Carlos tossed her a pair of his sweats so that she could at least escape a little bit of embarrassment. She slipped downstairs to get her meds and stuff while Carlos finished upstairs.

"Morning!" Camille sighed as she stared at Logan. "How did you sleep?"

"Horrible," Katie muttered. "I kept having nightmares about Kendall dying."

"He won't die," Logan said, not taking his eyes off of Camille.

"Did you two hook up last night?" Katie demanded as she pulled the soy milk out of the fridge. That snapped the two of them out of their trance.

"W-why would you say that?" Camille stuttered.

"Because after that time that Kendall and I did, we just couldn't take our eyes off of each other," Katie said. "Even when you were yelling at us."

"Um, is that really, uh..." James walked in then.

"Ah, so I'm not the only one who hooked up last night," He said, taking in Camille and Logan.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 39.

Like I said, double update day. This got a little weird, but hey, my story! :P Just read...

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Episode 39: No going back.

Katie got into Camille's car and burst into tears. Camille hugged her, but she just let her cry.

"There is no way I'll make it four months without him!" Katie wailed.

"Yes you will," Camille said. "Sure it'll be hell, but you have me, Logan, Carlos, and even James is worried about you. You'll see." When Katie finally settled down some, Camille started the car. Even though it was only 11 AM, they decided to stop at McDonald's and get some food. Katie ate half of her burger and all her fries, and then just plugged in her earphones. She started looking for a good song when she realized Kendall had downloaded something new on there. She immediately tapped it.

"Hey," His voice said. "I know you're going to miss me like crazy. And I'm gonna miss you like crazy. But this is for both of us, to help close the gap." And he started to play his guitar and sing. The song was one of Katie's favorites; A Little Bit Longer.

"I'm counting the days until we're together again," Kendall's voice said after he was done. "I love you more than the air I breathe." And the track ended. Katie was choked up. She listened to the track the rest of the way home. In fact, she didn't even realize she had fallen asleep until Camille woke her up.

"Hey," she said softly. "We're home." Katie looked around. They were in the parking garage of the palmwoods. "So, am I moving in with the boys or are you moving back home with me?"

"Camille.... We're staying with the boys," Katie said. Camille didn't argue. She just got out of the car and grabbed a bag. "I figured you would say that." they both walked into the palmwoods and over to the elevators. they took the short ride up to floor 2, and then the thirty second walk to 2J. When Katie opened the door, Logan was sitting right there waiting for them.

"You okay?" he asked Katie.

"Not even close," she answered. She grabbed a book and flopped down on the sofa. Camille noticed it was New Moon, and decided to leave her be. She and Logan snuck off to his room.

BED.

"Hey Logan, do you have any extra pillows?" Katie asked.

"No, but Carlos might," Logan said thoughtlessly. Katie moped out of the room and up the stairs to ask Carlos. Camille came in and slapped Logan.

"Are you crazy?!" She said. "She's asking for extra pillows because she's LONELY! She's trying to make it feel like there's an extra body in the bed!"

"Well how was I supposed to know that?" Logan argued.

UPSTAIRS.........

"Carlos do you have any extra pillows?" Katie asked.

"Yeah, I-" He turned around to see Katie about in tears again. "Are you okay?"

"No!" Katie said, and she sunk to her knees crying.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 38.

I think I wrote this on mobile and that's why it's so short.... Anyways, since it IS so short, DOUBLE UPDATE DAY YAY! :P Yeah, only warnings that apply are brief mentions of mental illness. Enjoy!

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Episode 38: Temporary goodbye.

Kendall started the water, and looked at Katie. She was already disappearing. Kendall walked over and kissed her.

"Don't make me worry about you," he whispered. "Come on, the water's getting cold." They took the world's horniest shower and then got dressed and ate breakfast. Then Mrs. Knight came downstairs with Katy, who was carrying a bag.

"Why are-"

"We're kind of moving out there for a little while," Katy said to Kendall. "Mom wants to be near you, and honestly, I have no choice as a minor. Camille is coming with too, in her car, so she and Katie can get home." Katie swallowed hard. She felt abandonment all over again. Kendall walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her. Too soon, Camille was there and they left the apartment. Katie didn't know how she was going to come back after this. She and Kendall spent the whole ride to the treatment facility in each other's arms. Camille followed behind Mrs. Knight in her car. Too soon, they were there.

"Promise me you won't do anything insane while I'm gone," Kendall begged. Katie didn't answer. "I... I couldn't live without you. I love you so much, and... and I want to be there for you when I get out. Promise me you won't hurt yourself, you'll take your meds, and you won't try anything insane. PLEASE." Katie looked into Kendall's eyes.

"I promise," She said. Kendall kissed her passionately.

"I'll be back before you know it," He said. "This is just a temporary goodbye. I promise." Mrs. Knight knocked on the window. It was time. Kendall hopped out of the van, and turned around so Katie wouldn't see him cry.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 37.

APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Definite mentions of Bulimia Nervosa. Like seriously, there is heavy descriptions of someone being caught purging in this chapter. IF YOU FEEL TRIGGERED, DON'T READ. I will put a synopsis at the end. Also, if you are struggling with an eating disorder, please please PLEASE know you are not alone, and there is help. I know I sound like every other stupid site you've probably come across but take it from someone who's been there: It can and it WILL get better. It's not easy, and you have to be willing, but it will. If you are in a crisis right now and need help, call your local emergency number (In the US, it's 911 as far as I am concerned), or, for US readers, the american suicide/emotional crisis number is 1-800-273-8255. For non-US readers, Here is a link to international suicide hotlines. Now then:

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Episode 37: Rock bottom.

Katie walked into the crib, which was seemingly empty. Then she heard something: Someone puking. She walked over to the bathroom door and listened. She knew the breathing anywhere; it was Kendall! She had to hold on to the counter for support. What the HELL was happening here?! She texted Camille frantically. In five minutes, she had everyone heading up to 4J for an intervention. Kendall came out.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

"I think the bigger question is, what the HELL are you doing puking?" Katie retorted.

"I ate some bad cheese for dinner," Kendall fibbed.

"Liar," Katie said. "Kendall... Tell me the truth. I..."

"I was purging!" He snapped. "I was purging. I binged on the bag of chicken nuggets and then made myself puke them all up because I feel like shit. No, lower than shit. It's my fault that you lost the baby, it's my fault your cousin hated you, it's... it's all my fault!" Kendall was in tears. Katie hugged him, holding on for dear life.

"Kendall none of this is your fault!" Katie said, crying herself. "NONE of it! Why? Why? How could that possibly fix ANY of our problems?! How can you tell me not to hurt myself when you're doing the same thing?! Kendall... this is insane!" Katie was hysterical now. "You're coming with me!"

"Where?!" He asked, still in tears.

"Upstairs!" Katie answered. "March!"

4J.....

When Katie and Kendall walked through the door, Logan, Carlos, James, Camille, and Mrs. Knight were waiting for them.

"Where's little Katy?" Kendall asked, raspy.

"I sent her down to play with Tyler," Mrs. Knight said. "Sit." Kendall sank into a chair, and Katie sat down by his feet.

"....How long has this been going on?" James asked.

"This is the first time since I found out Katie was pregnant," Kendall choked out. "Before that.... Every night after you guys went to bed." Logan's eyes grew huge. "And before that.... Whenever I felt bad." Katie's eyes watered, but she just sat there, slipping her fingers into Kendall's.

"Kendall.... Why? Why would you ever think this was okay?!" Camille asked.

"I don't know!" He tried to shout. "It just... It worked! It made the pain go away!"

"Kendall... This isn't safe," Mrs. Knight said. "We... I'm looking into rehab!"

"Mom-"

"No Kendall! This isn't safe, and if this has been going on for years, you need HELP. More than I can give you! And my decision is FINAL." No one made any noise. Kendall just held his head in his hands, wondering where he went wrong. Katie just... stood there. She wasn't crying, she wasn't emotional, she just... hugged Kendall. That night, Logan was assigned to escort Kendall to the bathroom until further notice. The next few days, Katie, Kendall, and Mrs. Knight spent at the studio, making preparations for Kendall to enter rehab. Katie rarely left his side, and when she did, it was only because she absolutely had to.

THURSDAY.

Kendall was leaving tomorrow for rehab. Logan was sleeping on the sofa so that he and Katie could enjoy their last night together.

"I don't know how I'm going to get by without you," She whispered.

"Same here," He said. "But I swear, when I get back you're going to see a different man."

"Will he still piss on me when I ask?" She wondered.

"And lick you clean," Kendall answered. "May I?"

"Always," Katie said. she stood up, and ripped her clothes off. Kendall only had his boxers on, so he yanked them off, and... well you get the picture. And like always, he licked her clean.

MORNING.

Mrs. Knight walked into the room, and saw the clothes on the floor. She flipped the overhead light on. "Wake up Kendall!" She said. "We're leaving in an hour." She walked out of the room as he sat up. He looked at Katie.

"I don't want you to go," she said. "I know you have to, but... I don't want you to."

"It's just a few months," He said. "Now come on. We both need a shower." Katie smiled at that thought. She pulled on the clothes she had taken off before bed, and followed Kendall to the bathroom.

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FOR THOSE WHO CHOSE TO SKIP: Katie catches Kendall purging, and subsequently forms the fastest intervention ever. It's decided Kendall should go to rehab, and they spend the week getting ready. Sorry it was so dark, but I was in a dark place when I wrote this. It's gonna get happier after our next update, I promise.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 36.

I went WAAAAAAY too fast with the whole depression thing here. But to be honest, I don't really have time to rewrite it, and I sort of don't want to. I feel like... idk, like it would be a bad thing and take away authenticity or something? I'm just gonna leave it as is. Maybe one day, if I turn this into an ebook, I'll rewrite it. But in the meantime, APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Still dealing with the aftermath of the miscarriage, and subsequent depression from both Katie AND Kendall. You'll see. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

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Episode 36: Right around.

Suddenly Katie cried out; "Don't leave me!"

"I'm not," He said. "I'm just going to the bathroom, I promise." He kissed her forehead, and left. Katie suddenly realized she was hungry. She got up and fixed herself a peanut butter sandwich and a glass of soy milk. Kendall was happy to see that when he walked out of the bathroom.

"You feel any different?" He asked.

"Just... Hungry," she said.

"It's a start," Kendall said. He grabbed her meds from the plastic box they had sat in for a month. "At least take the pristiq," he said, handing her a red pill. Katie chugged it down with the rest of her soy milk. She felt better, even smiled once. Camilled invited her over for dinner the next night, and she accepted.

"Mmm! Smells good in here," Katie said, walking in the front door. She walked over to the kitchen and hugged Camille. "I missed you sissy."

"I missed you too," She said. "You've been here so long I forgot how empty it was without you!"

"So what ya makin?" Katie asked.

"Pasta," Camille said. "Come on, the noodles are done." They sat down and prayed together, and started eating. It was the best meal Katie had had since she had been kicked out.

"So, how are things between you and Kendall?" Camille asked as they were finishing up.

"Good," Katie said. "I mean we haven't really been able to do anything since... you know. But..."

"Yeah," Camille said. "I... I miss you living with me."

"I... miss having you around sissy."

"But if you're happy living with Kendall... Than stay with him. It's important to me that you're happy."

"Camille.... I wish I could live with both of you," Katie said. "I mean... I love you. We're family. You've been my big sister since... Since my own mom kicked me out. But... Kendall... I love him. I know I do."

"And I get that," Camille said. "And honestly, you two need each other right now. After what's happened, you both need each other to grieve, and to heal."

"Thanks sissy," Katie said. "But can I come visit again?"

"Any time Kiddo," Camille said, mussing Katie's hair. They did the dishes and talked for a little bit, until Katie decided to go back down to the apartment.

"I love you sissy," Katie said, hugging her cousin.

"Love you too Kiddo," Camille said. Katie smiled. Somehow things were going right, At least, until she walked into the crib.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 35.

APPLICABLE WARNINGS: an actual miscarriage happens in this one. It's a bit weird the way I wrote it, but then again, I had no idea how it happened. I thought it was kind of like, your period just sort of came. :/ Yeah.. seriously, this gets really dark in this chapter, and it's gonna get pretty dark for a little bit after this. But it will get sort of happy again, I promise. :)

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Episode 35: The unthinkable.

WEEKS LATER...

KATIE'S POV:

I was at the beach with Kendall. The sand under my bum was so warm, and then on top of me his piss was so hot... So hot...

END KATIE POV AND BACKTRACK A FEW MINUTES....

Kendall woke up to the feeling of a warm bed.

oh crap, he thought. He slid under the blanket, but it wasn't pee; it was blood. He woke Katie up.

"Morning baby daddy," She said, smiling. He didn't say anything. "What's wrong?"

"You're bleeding," He said. Katie looked under the blanket. "Call Dr. Poscovitz," She said. Kendall grabbed his phone from at the head of the bed, and handed it to Katie. She explained the situation (which I really don't feel like typing right now but may later), and hung up.

"Get dressed," she said, tossing Kendall a pair of jeans that were hanging on the footboard. "We're going to the hospital."

Kendall didn't argue, and pulled them on. Katie grabbed some clothes and locked the door. She didn't mind changing in front of Kendall anymore, since they had seen each other naked before, and besides, he never said anything.

"Wait a second," he said as she started to slip off her shorts. He unlocked the door and left. He came back a few seconds later and handed her something; a pad. "Just... so we don't get blood everywhere," He said softly. Katie nodded. She continued changing.

"Thanks," She whispered. Kendall took her hands.

"Are you going to hurt yourself?" he asked. Katie nodded. He held her hands, and the walked out to the living room.

"Mom!" Kendall shouted. She was downstairs in a flash. "We are going to the hospital."

"Are you okay?" She asked Katie. She didn't answer. Kendall explained. Mrs. Knight silently grabbed her keys and purse, and Kendall walked with Katie out the front door.

OB/GYN OFFICE.

"Alright, let's see what's going on," The ultrasound tech said, holding a doppler. Kendall had let Katie's hand go, but she was squeezing it while whispering Hail Mary's. Kendall was saying them mentally. The tech moved the wand around on Katie's uterus, but... nothing.

"Hm, let me get the doctor," the tech said. Kendall looked at Katie, who had closed her eyes.

"Alright, let's have a look at what's going on!" She said too cheery. Katie never opened her eyes. Kendall focused on the screen, hoping that they found something, anything, that indicated life. Nothing.

"I'm so sorry," the doctor said to Kendall. "She's lost the baby. I'll give you two a minute. She and the tech left. Katie opened her eyes. She looked at Kendall, who was choked up himself. He stood up and wrapped his arms around her, and they both burst into tears.

-.-

Logan, Carlos, and little Katy were all waiting when they walked in the front door. Kendall had let it all out at the doctor's office, and on the way home, but Katie was going back and forth between numb and crying.

"What did the doctor say?" Logan asked. Katie burst into tears again. Everyone smushed her into a group hug. Carlos even let out a few tears. As soon as they let go, Katie went back to numb. She untangled herself from Kendall's fingers and went to the bedroom. She curled up in a ball on the bed. Kendall laid down next to her. They didn't move until Logan came to bed, and that was only to change for bed. That night, Katie kept tossing and turning, and often woke up screaming.

The next day, Katie was just... numb. She didn't do hardly anything. Finally Kendall just picked her up and brought her to the living room to watch TV. At about noon, Camille and Logan walked in. Camille ran over to her cousin and hugged her. That broke Katie, and she and Camille started sobbing and apologizing and crying and saying things and just crying.

"I'm so sorry for everything!" Camille finally said, settling down. "I was wrong to judge you. I... I'm not one hundred percent on board, but I'm willing to accept it."

"Thank you," Katie said, emotionless. Camille looked at her cousin hard, and knew that this was going to take time. Just like everything else had. She got up and followed Logan into his room. Kendall got up, and suddenly Katie spoke; "Don't leave me!"

Big Time Boyfriend Part 34.

To try and make up for the lack of posts I'm sure we're going to have next week, I'm gonna go ahead and have this weekend be a DOUBLE UPDATE WEEKEND For this story. :D No real warnings apply to this one, other than just my awkward writing. :P

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Episode 34: All alone again.

The next day, things went from bad to worse. Not only were Katie and Kendall alienated from the rest of the group, Kelly figured out what had happened.

"WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU TWO THINKING?!" She screamed at them.

"Honestly I was just thinking about how perfect it all was," Katie said. "Then afterwards I was hoping that I didn't get a hickey."

"...I was kind of thinking the same thing," Kendall said, blushing. "that and... how..."

"didn't you two even think about using protection?!" Kelly snapped.

"Kelly, contraception is a sin," Katie said, finally looking up. "true, pre-marital sex is a sin too, but... I think the former is worse than the latter."

"What am I supposed to tell Gustavo?" Kelly sighed.

"Don't," Kendall said. "he doesn't have to know. And as... Katie gets bigger, she can work from home."

"where was this genius last night against your mom?" Katie demanded.

"....It vanished when my mom walked in," Kendall said, ashamed of himself.

"Alright you two are completely hopeless," Kelly said, mostly to herself.

"Oh like you've never been here," Katie said, staring into Kendall's eyes. Kelly just stomped out of the room.

"I think we made her mad," Kendall said, wrapping his arms around Katie.

"I really don't care," Katie said, returning the favor around his neck.

"AND NO MAKING OUT ON ROCQUE RECORDS PROPERTY!" Kelly screamed from down the hall.

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"We need to talk," Mrs. Knight said when Katie and Kendall came back.

"Mom, if you're just going to yell at us-"

"I'm not," she said. "Sit." Katie never let go of Kendall's hand. "I thought I instilled a sense of values in you Kendall."

"You did," He said. "We just... Well, we didn't use protection. Which was, when we discussed it, something we were both opposed to, since that was something YOU told us was a no-no."

"But... If you two WERE going to have sex, I would have rather you used SOMETHING instead of nothing," Mrs. Knight said. "But, what's done is done. I'll do what I can to help, but don't think I'm real cozy with the idea of being a grandma."

"So, does this mean you're done criticizing us?" Katie asked.

"...I'm okay with your ethics on the situation, but that's it," she said. and she walked off. The rest of the day went rather well, except for when James was near Katie, which made her puke.

"So... Today went well," Kendall said that night. He and Katie were snuggled in next to each other.

"Now comes the hard part," Katie said. "I have to get off my medication, and we have to find a doctor for me."

"We can worry about that in the morning," Kendall said, kissing her forehead. "sleep baby momma." Katie curled up like a kitten next to Kendall and slept peacefully.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 33.

It is three days before school starts. *IT'S THE FINAL COUNTDOWN! (Eightie's music begins to play)* Anyways, I have about three requests I need to finish, so this may be the last you hear of me until Sunday, because I close tonight and tomorrow as well. Gah. Anyways, the only warnings for this one is a TRIGGER WARNING for attempted self harm. It's a mild form, but it is there. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. I am off to go print my schedule and finish packing my backpack for today so baiiiii!!

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Episode 33: Against the odds.

"We're having a baby and we plan to keep it," Kendall said. He glanced over at Katie, who had slipped her hand into his. She was pale.

"Kendall, do you REALIZE how much work it is to raise a kid?" Mrs. Knight asked. The waitress came by then with everyone's drinks. The argument ceased until she left.

"Dude... You f---ed up big time," Carlos said. Katie suddenly flew away from the table.

"Thanks," Kendall said, and he followed her. She ran out the front door, sank down into a bench, and burst into tears. What was going on?! Suddenly someone wrapped their arms around her. She knew it was Kendall, and she curled up against him.

"I told you this was a bad idea!" She whimpered. Kendall just stroked her hair. He had no clue what the next move was himself.

"I'll find a way," Kendall said.

"How?! Camille hates me, all your friends now hate me, and I doubt Gustavo is going to buy into this! Kendall we've totally screwed up!" Kendall didn't know how to respond. Katie started scratching her wrist.

"Stop," Kendall said. Katie didn't listen, so he grabbed her hands. "I'm not letting go until I know you won't hurt yourself," He said. Katie looked into his eyes. They were smoldering, and burned with fear. Whether for her, the baby, or something else, Katie didn't know. She finally calmed down enough that Kendall let go of her hands. The sun was setting now, and they were pretty hungry. Kendall walked back to the table everyone was sitting at, but they were already eating and talking in low, serious voices.

"Screw this," Kendall whispered to himself. He walked back out the front where Katie was waiting, and told the server lady they needed a table for two. She grabbed a couple of Menus, a Kid's menu (upon Kendall's request :P) And led them to their own table.

"What's all this about?" Katie asked after the waitress had left.

"You need to eat, and as it stands I don't think sitting with my family is the best idea," Kendall answered. "Besides... We need this."

"You don't have to do this," Katie whispered. She was sitting next to Kendall, and she slid her hands into his. "I... I don't see how we're going to do this now."

Big Time Boyfriend Part 32.

Okay so my stance on the unborn is this: It's a baby. It is a baby from the time it's just two cells dividing until the day it is born. You are more than welcome to disagree with me on that. Just know that that is MY view on the subject and that is the stance I took when I wrote these next several chapters. You are more than welcome to disagree, but please do so in a logical, and respectful manner. That said, I do hope you choose to stick around and keep reading, but if you don't, well.... let's just say I'm a bit of a heartless writer. ;) You'll understand next week.

ALSO: School starts next week. And I am in one place for one class and then have to drive about thirty minutes to get to the next building for my next class. So I'm thinking either A: I'll just update once a week with a flood of updates, or B: try and stick with this schedule. Idk yet. Anyways, ENOUGH BABBLING IT IS STORY TIME!

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Episode 32: Surprise.

"I'm pregnant," Katie said, looking at the test. Kendall rushed to her side.

"That- I- We- Pregnant?" Kendall stuttered.

"Oh my gosh," Logan said. No one said anything for a few minutes until Kendall finally broke the silence. "We need a plan. We need to figure out what to do now."

"I'll call plan parenthood," Logan said, picking up his phone.

"NO!!" Katie and Kendall shouted.

"There is no way in HELL I am aborting this baby," Katie hissed. "It is wrong and unethical."

"And I agree," Kendall said. "So... Adoption?"

"No," She answered. "I'm... not strong enough."

"I guess... we're going to be parents then," Kendall said. He smiled, and let their hands intertwine. They just stared at each other smiling, and it creeped Logan out.

"Okay but what about your mom?!" He finally pointed out. "Or Katy? Or your career? Or the fact that you have no money, no place to live, and the fact that with her pregnant, we have a potential crisis with the band?!"

"We'll deal with it," Kendall said, still not looking away from Katie. "I have a few things in mind."

"Mrs. Knight!" Logan shouted upstairs. "Kendall has completely lost his mind!!!"

"I'll be there in a minute!" She called down to him.

That managed to pull at least Katie out of her love-stricken haze and into a panic. "What are we gonna tell your mom?"

"We're going to tell her that we're going out tonight," Kendall said.

"Why are we going out?" Mrs. Knight asked, appearing at the bottom of the stairs.

"Because we have some awesome news that we want to share with everyone all at once," Kendall said.

"And where are we going?" Logan wondered.

"That's for me to know and you not to worry about," Kendall retorted, with Katie glaring daggers at Logan from behind Kendall, her favorite hiding place.

"Alright then, I'll... tell Katy and Carlos," Mrs. Knight said, and she walked upstairs. Logan looked at the happy couple.

"Nice save," Logan said.

"No thanks to you!" Katie hissed. "And where are we going and WHY are we telling anyone?!"

"I'm in the mood for Italian," Kendall said simply with a shrug of his shoulders.

"And then there is just one little thing you forgot... TELLING YOUR MOM!"

"And we can handle that!" Kendall said. "All that matters is that I love you, this baby, and I'm not afraid of what anyone says, because the only people that matter are you and me. Now let's go find you something pretty to wear."

DINNER THAT NIGHT.

"So why are we here Kendall?" Logan inquired suspiciously, earning himself another baleful glare from Katie.

"Well, Katie and I have some very special news to share with all of you," Kendall said happily.

"Well someone's in loove," Carlos teased.

"Oh you could say that," Katie said, not really caring about anyone else but her new family.

"Dude what is the big surprise?" James asked.

"Well," Kendall smiled, looking lovingly at his girlfriend, "We didn't really plan it, but... We're having a baby." At that exact moment, Katy did a spit take, which shot into Carlos face who ended up slapping Logan who fell into James.

"WHAT?!" Everyone shouted.

"We're having a baby," Kendall said. "And we plan on keeping it."

Big Time Boyfriend Part 31

LE GASP! :O Lol, this one was super fun to write way back when. :P And also, NO WARNINGS APPLY! :D Well, unless you count talking about pregnancy tests a need for a warning, which I don't. It's really cute and I'll stop talking so you can enjoy!

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Episode 31: Test tube.

"...My period is late," Katie said. Kendall dropped his spoon into his soup and it splattered onto his arm..

"OW!" He screamed. He looked at Katie, fear taking over his face. "Are you serious?"

"You don't need to freak YET," Katie assured him. "My cycle has always been off. But... you've seen me. I'm been sick to my stomach a lot, and peeing even more than normal, and honestly I can't STAND the way James smells, and... I can't take most of my meds while I'm pregnant and think we need to take a test."

"I... we... oh my God."

"We won't know for sure until we take a test," Katie said, trying to remain calm. "Now come on. We're going to target."

"Mom! I'm going out! I'll be back before dinner! Katie's coming too!" Kendall shouted, and they ran out the front door.

TARGET.

"Are we really about to do this?" Kendall asked as he turned off the car.

"Would you rather not know and something go wrong and lose both me AND the baby?" Katie asked.

"No," Kendall said, relaxing some. "I'm just scared. I can't believe I was stupid enough to..."

"Hey, I'm as much to blame as you," Katie said, gently taking his hand. "But apparently we might have, and we need to know for sure, okay?" Kendall nodded. "Let's do this." They both stepped out of the car. Kendall locked the doors and lead them inside, never once letting go of his girlfriend's hand. As scared as he was, he knew that this went against everything that he and Katie believed, so they had to get to the bottom of it, good or bad. They made their way to the pharmacy, and Kendall stopped dead in his tracks in front of the feminine products isle.

"Are you seriously bailing on me?" Katie demanded, anger slipping into her voice.

"I just... Don't want to go down the isle with you," he said. "I'm sorry."

"Than go get a box of cheesy whales and a bottle of water and meet me at check out," Katie said, pulling her hand out of his. "I'll do this alone, just like every other pregnant teenager in America." and she stomped down the isle.

"Katie wait!" Kendall called, jogging down to her. "I'm sorry."

"I forgive you," she huffed. "Now help me pick a test so we can get out of here." they considered a few, but settled on the one that told you yes or no in words. They still grabbed the bottle of water and box of cheesy whales, and then went to check out.

"I can't believe I'm going to say this, but... I kind of want a baby," Kendall said as they walked to the car. "Why did we get the cheesy whales?"

"Um... I was craving them," Katie said with her mouth full, a blush dusting her cheeks. Kendall started laughing.

"You are the cutest thing in the world, did you know that?" Kendall said, kissing the top of her head.

"You might have mentioned it," Katie said, smiling.

WHEN THEY GET BACK TO THE APARTMENT........

"Alright... What do we do now?" Kendall said.

"My mom always said that you should take a pregnancy test first thing in the morning," Katie said. "So maybe we should wait until tomorrow."

"But we have to be at the studio in the morning and you have to come with us," Kendall said.

Katie took a deep breath. "Then I'll take it now," she said.

"I'll come too," Kendall said.

"No!" Katie said. "That's what got into this position. Just... wait here, okay?"

"Alright," Kendall whined.

"I'll be back before you know it," Katie said, kissing his cheek. Logan came down the swirly slide right as the bathroom door closed.

"What are you doing?" he asked.

"Nothing," Kendall said too quickly.

"Liar," Logan said. "Come on. tell me."

"Um... I'm waiting on Katie."

"What is she doing?"

"....Taking a pregnancy test."

"ARE YOU-" Kendall shoved his hand over his mouth.

"Do NOT shout," Kendall ordered. "I... am just as shocked. I... didn't think... wait, why am I explaining having sex to you?!"

"Because I am the only one who can bail you out if she IS," Logan said, smirking.

"Okay now... We can watch that movie," Katie said at the sight of Logan.

"What's the movie? Juno?" Logan asked.

"Jerk!" Katie said.

"Guys, CHILL!" Kendall said. "There is still a chance that..."

"I'm pregnant," Katie said, looking at the test.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 30.

APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Deep rooted, slightly perverted secrets. Mentions of what happened before. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Also, school starts on Monday and I may be having trouble registering for classes. Cure epic freak out. :P Eh, let's see what happens, shall we?

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Episode 30: OMG.

When Katie came back in the room, Logan was up, using an inhaler, and the lamp was on. nobody dared to move, and the only sound was Logan wheezing into his inhaler. Finally Kendall broke the silence.

"We're all living together, so no secrets," he declared. He looked at Katie "I personally, Would love to have sex with you every minute of the day, and not only that, but piss all over you and lick you clean." Katie took a deep breath.

"I just want you to piss all over me, every day, and have sweet, passionate sex every so often." She turned to Logan, who was finally able to stop wheezing, and closed her eyes. "The only reason I'm up right now is because I pissed the bed." She walked over and curled up against Kendall, closing her eyes and didn't want to open them until this was just a dream. She fell into a light sleep, but her dreams were heavily influenced by the sounds around her.

"...She may be," Logan was whispering. "You have to consider it."

"I know," Kendall answered. "I just... I can't get around the fact that I went against everything in my beliefs when we... did it."

"Did you at least use protection?" Logan asked. There wasn't an answer. "Damn, you really COULD have gotten her pregnant then."

"I just... Ever since we started hanging out, I've done nothing but cause her pain and suffering," Kendall sighed. "And I blame myself."

"It isn't your fault," Logan answered. "Sure, pissing all over her and having sex was your fault, but no one could have predicted Camille would come home when she did. And besides, this baby could fix everything." Again, no answer. Suddenly Kendall's chest was close to her.

"She was so embarrassed tonight," Kendall whispered, his cool breath on Katie's face. "As much as she likes peeing, she has to be in the mood. And she wasn't, and you being awake when she walked in just made her more embarrassed."

"How do you think I felt?" Logan asked. "I was wheezing like a fool, and I had a piece of plastic in my mouth trying to unblock my airways." Katie succumbed to a deeper sleep then.

-.-

When morning finally rolled around, Kendall was woken up by the nebulizer. He looked over at Logan.

"James says Gustavo told us not to come in today," he said. Kendall nodded and laid his head back down. About thirty minutes later, Katie woke up, and looked around. She noticed she was wearing something different from what she had put on last night. Then she remembered; She had pissed the bed, Logan caught her, and she was most likely pregnant. She hopped out of bed and wobbled, falling backwards. Kendall woke up when she came crashing down on top of him.

"Morning beautiful," He muttered. "You okay?"

"Yeah, just dizzy," Katie breathed. She pushed herself up off the bed and went out to the other room to find Logan. He was sitting on the couch reading.

"Hey," He said. Katie slipped into the spot next to him.

"Listen we need to talk," They both said at the same time.

"I... It wasn't.... You won't tell anyone about last night, will you?" Katie asked. Logan looked at her.

"Of course not," He said. "Will you tell anyone about me last night?"

"Never," Katie said. She took a deep breath and leaned back against the couch. Kendall finally decided to join the world of the living around noon. He made some soup for Katie and himself and sat down to eat. Katie hovered.

"What's up?" He said, lifting his spoon to eat some soup.

"I'm... worried about something," Katie started.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"....I'm late," Katie said.

Big Time Boyfriend Part 29.

APPLICABLE WARNINGS: bed wetting, mentions of wetting, and then the world's best (albeit slightly cliche) plot twist. ;D YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Enjoy!

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Episode 29: WHAT????

Kelly was the one who interrupted the gang this time. She whispered something in Gustavo's ear, and he sent the dogs home. Kendall waited for Katie outside the bathroom.

"You okay?" He asked her.

"Yeah, I'm just PMS'ed or something," Katie sighed.

Things went like that at the studio for the next couple of weeks. One day Katie fell asleep in the breakroom when she was supposed to be getting Kelly some Splenda. Another day she actually peed her pants trying to finish paperwork. And then another day, she actually got sent home she couldn't stop puking. Then came Thursday....

THURSDAY NIGHT.

KATIE'S POV:

I knew I was dreaming, but yet I could swear it was real. Kendall was pissing all over my legs, kissing me... I left my subconscious...

END KATIE POV.

Slowly, Katie opened her eyes. Kendall WAS kissing her.

"Hey beautiful," he whispered.

"hey," Katie answered, still a bit foggy. "Why did you wake me up?"

"So we could fix this now and not have to have Logan make it any more awkward," Kendall whispered. "Look under the blanket." Katie did, and understood everything; she'd pissed the bed and it wasn't on purpose.

"Kendall I-"

"Shh," Kendall said, kissing her hair. "I'm not mad. Honest." He smiled, And Katie couldn't help but trust him. "I'll go make sure the coast is clear and grab some sheets." Kendall slid out of bed and walked out of the room. Katie grabbed her phone, and pulled up her symptom checker app. She plugged in fatigue, nausea, and frequent urination. The first result that came up was pregnancy. That made her think.... She was late. Not only was she late, but... she had had unprotected sex since her last cycle. Kendall came back then.

"Coast is clear," He whispered. Katie grabbed her bag from under Kendall's bed and dug out some new pajamas, and went to change. But her hands were shaking.... She might possibly be.... pregnant.

Big Time Boyfriend ONE SHOT

DOUBLE UPDATE DAY! :D so I decided when I was writing this, to come up with something to put more omo into it, but I didn't feel like it really accurately fit into either part 28 or 29. thus, a one shot. APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Definite mentions of wetting, desperation, and public wetting. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. :P

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Then the next day....

"Hey can you finish these up for me please?" Kelly said, handing Katie a stack of paperwork. "Here's everything you need to know to fill out the forms. Thanks!" Katie gasped as desperation hit her. But looking at the stack, it didn't seem that big. She could finish it and then go to the bathroom. She set to work on it, but these forms were a little more complex than she has anticipated.

"Hey baby," Kendall said, poking his head in. "You wanna go get some lunch?"

"Um, sure," Katie said, half focusing on everything, including her bladder control.

"You okay?" Kendall asked, walking over to her.

"No, I have to piss SO F---ING bad and these forms weren't supposed to take this long!"

"Well I'll help then," Kendall said, grabbing the extra pen on the desk.

"Here's what I have left, and here's what we need to know to fill them out," Katie said, one hand jammed into her crotch.

FIVE MINUTES LATER

"There, now we're done," Kendall said.

"THANK GOD," Katie shouted. But she no more than stood up and she lost it. Pee ran down her skinny jeans, forming a beautiful gigantic wet spot on her legs and creating a puddle under her feet.

"Mmmm," She moaned. Once she finally stopped, she looked down. "Fuck."

"Hmm, so many things are running through my perverted little head," Kendall chuckled. "But number one, how do you feel?"

"Horny and embarrassed and hungry all at once," Katie answered, blushing.

"Well, I think I can make that feeling go away," Kendall said. He leaned in close to Katie's ear, and whispered, "I have had to pee for the longest time." Katie looked up at him in shock. Kendall closed his eyes, and started thinking of God knows what, and suddenly his jeans were becoming soaked too. Katie gasped. Once Kendall finished, he opened his mouth. But before Kendall could say anything, Kelly walked in.

"What are you two doing?" She asked wearily.

"We were just on our way out," Kendall said, holding Katie's hand. She held her head low as she walked by Kelly. once Katie and Kendall were inside the elevator, they burst into laughter.

"Do you realize what we just got away with?" Katie hiccuped. "I've only dreamed of doing that!"

"I love you my little perve," Kendall said, pulling her close. "Where are we going to eat?"

"Don't ask why, but I want Chick-Fil-A," Katie answered with a smirk.

"Whatever my lovely queen wants," Kendall said. Katie just smiled; this was the happiest she had been in a long time.

Zuko's secret

Heyyo! This one is a request I got. It's for an Avatar: The Last Airbender fic about Zuko. Bit of background so things aren't confusing for those who know the story/plotline: It's set shortly after they began hiding in the air Temple and Zuko joined them. Keep in mind the horrible abuse Zuko's father put him through, and understand that this gets just a general warning for possible mentions of past abuse. K enough babbling. Let's light this candle :P Yes I know you are all groaning at my horrible pun okay story time now for real:

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It was something Uncle had never had a problem with. That didn't mean it didn't bother him. It had been happening since the night before the Ag Nee Kai. After that it was every night. Uncle said it was called Shell-shock or something, and that a lot of honored war veterans went through similar things. It still didn't make Zuko feel better.

But since he had joined the Avatar? Well, things had been looking up. Katara still wasn't as fond of him, but Sokka took him in with welcome arms, constantly showing him affection the only way the boy seemed to know how: sarcasm and gentle poking. Toph was generally quiet, but she voiced her own approval. Aang was just happy to have a firebending master to teach him, and he was probably the first to forgive Zuko.

But still, his past clung to him, much like the scar over his left eye. Nightmares were something everyone seemed to have, but he made sure to sleep farther away from the others. Always. The banished prince who wet his bed.

* * * *

Per usual, he woke up that morning drenched in his own piss. He'd done some exploring his first few days, and had found a little room Katara had already set up for washing. He snuck off quietly, starting his soiled bed roll and clothes. He took some time to clean himself up too, grabbing the clothes he had left to dry the day before and sliding them on. The process was familiar enough, however aggravating. He finally found his way back to the main courtyard where the others were just getting up, Katara fixing breakfast.

"Morning Zuko," She said cheerfully, handing him a bowl. He nodded to her, sitting down between Sokka and Toph.

"Hey Zuko?" Sokka said, amusement coloring his tone.

"I'm not in the mood for a joke Sokka," He mumbled.

"But it's funny!" Sokka whined.

"To who Sokka?" Toph said plainly. "Because as far as I can tell, your jokes only amuse you."

"Hey! they're good! Just like my group names!" Sokka said. He and Toph launched into another one of their early morning arguements, so Zuko relocated his position to one that was beside Aang. Unfortunately he forgot that Aang was The Avatar and kind of noticed everything.

"You were up early again," He said mildly as he shoveled some food into his mouth.

"And?" Zuko mumbled, hoping he wouldn't press it.

"That's the third time this week," He said. "Are you okay?"

"Fine," He said, gritting his teeth.

"Doesn't seem-"

"I said I'm fine!" He finally snapped, causing everyone to look at him. He blushed before silently stalking down a corridor. He found a dimly lit room and decided to sulk there. What was he gonna do? Even the others were beginning to notice, or at least it felt like that. There was a soft knock and he quickly glanced up to see Aang standing there.

"Hey, I'm sorry if I upset you," he said gently.

"It's not your fault," Zuko mumbled. "Mostly my stupid father's."

Aang nodded. He had expected as much. "Did you want to stay here and sulk or help me learn to firebend?" Zuko smiled, grateful for Aang's gentle approach and followed him back out to the main courtyard to begin their lessons. The day passed easily, and Zuko found himself feeling surprisingly less angsty as he sat down to dinner that night. He remained quiet as he sat by Aang, but somehow that was enough. As everyone turned in though, he made sure to set himself up, always farther away from the others. Sokka took notice of this.

"Hey, it's warmer over here," he said gently.

Zuko shrugged. "I like my space," He said simply.

"Aw come on Zuko, don't be a party pooper!" Aang encouraged. "It's fun, like a giant, never ending sleepover!"

"......" Zuko hesitated.

"And I promise to make sure Sokka doesn't pull any stupid pranks on you," Toph added. Zuko knew he'd end up regretting it, but hesitantly pulled his freshly dried bedroll between Toph and Aang. He watched the fire burn low, then extinguish itself. Sometime after that, he fell asleep.

* * * *

"Hey! I'm all wet!" Toph shouted the next morning. No. Oh no. Oh no no no....

Everyone sat up Groggily, rubbing their eyes and yawning as Toph growled. "What the heck Sokka?!"

"Mnf, didn't do anything," he mumbled. "Wanna sleep." 

"Then who...." She stopped, everyone stopped, and they glanced at Zuko. He was as red as the clothes on his body. His bedroll forgotten, he ran. FAR. As far into the air temple as he could. His clothes were cold and itchy but he couldn't stop. All he could think about was the shame burning inside of him, the fear bubbling up, and the tears threatening to spill out of him. When he deemed himself far enough away, he sunk down and began to cry. Softly, miserably, and with every ounce of emotion he had kept buried for YEARS. In the process, he never noticed someone sitting next to him. He did notice them when they ran their hand through his hair. He frantically looked up to see Katara.

"Don't panic," She said gently. "I came to talk."

"About what?" He asked, sounding too weak for his own liking.

Katara sat across from him. "You're not the first person to deal with this," She said. Zuko scoffed. "Seriously. After we visited the southern air temple, and Aang really saw the devastation of the war.... It really began to take its toll on him. Not to mention Sokka."

"I highly doubt-"

"She's not wrong," Aang added. "And we can try and heal you. I imagine this isn't the first time?" Zuko hesitantly shook his head.

"I'm sorry," He finally choked. Katara gave him the warmest smile he had ever seen on his face.

"Zuko, it's not your fault. I can't tell you how many people I've met and healed who dealt with this," Katara said. "And after all your father put you through, it's really not that far of a leap. Does... Does anyone else know?"

He nodded. "Uncle and his favorite servant, Tee. Once I went home... I found a mute who helped me," he explained. Katara nodded. Aang pushed some clean clothes in front of Zuko. Katara used some water, letting it hover over Zuko's belly.

"Deep emotional truama," she muttered. "Figures. I can ease the symptoms, but you have to open up more for it to completely stop, okay?"

Zuko nodded. "Thank you Katara," he said softly. Somehow... he knew things could only improve. They just had to.

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I tried to write this like an episode of the show and I hope it translates. Thanks for reading! :)

The first day's the hardest 2

Hey gang! :) So I had kind of an icky day at work. So lets fix that shall we? ;D No real warnings apply to this one, just some canon compliant backstory and slight mentions of whatever. :P

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Chapter 2

"This is YOURS?" Natasha asked incredulously. She had been assigned to Clint until they were sure she wouldn't go completely bat-shit and kill someone by accident. They had even given him bigger quarters. She was sure it was because he was the only person crazy enough to trust her. Her therapist said she did, but then again doctors are paid to say shit like that.

"Eh, it's nothing really," Clint shrugged. "I'm rarely here anyways. I'm usually with my..." He fell short.

"Your boyfriend?" Natasha chuckled.

"My handler," Clint corrected, but the blush in his cheeks gave him away. She had known since he had brought her with him to meet the man they all called Coulson. He seemed nice. He threatened to Taze her and watch Super Nanny while she twitched. She hadn't batted an eye, just sort of stared at him. He was crazy enough to challenge her and trust Clint. He seemed okay. "Anyways," Clint started again, pulling her out of her trance, "He's coming over tonight to fill out some paperwork he says he needs your help with. He said he would cook. Of course, he really doesn't trust me to cook."

"And why is that?" Natasha asked curiously.

"It's... kind of complicated," Clint answered, scratching the back of his neck. "I kind of set the kitchen on fire last time I tried to cook." Natasha laughed. "Hey! You grow up in a circus, you tend to skip over how not to make everything a flaming dish!"

"You, Clint Barton, are a very funny man," Natasha tittered.

"Well, glad I could amuse you then," He smirked. "Come on, you must be tired after everything." Natasha nodded. She hadn't been sleeping well since her capture two days ago. She had been having horrific nightmares of her training, various missions with who they called, "The Asset." She hadn't always woke up from those dreams in a pleasant state either. At least she had been able to hide the aftermath and save her pride at least a little. The nurses were a bit more forgiving than she figured Clint would probably be.

She had never had anything so nice as this guest room before! Her own queen sized bed, an en suite bathroom with a HOT shower, and a small little desk in the corner. Her therapists had suggested she try journaling, so she figured the desk would be a good place to do so.

"...And then we do our laundry on Thursdays, and then we come back and order take out and watch cheesy eighties movies," Clint informed her. "You need anything, I'm just a room away. Just like, knock first, okay?" Natasha nodded, settling her small self on to the bed. He smiled. "sweet dreams."

As soon as he was gone, she spread out. She smiled. Maybe things would get better. She yawned. Two nights of tossing and turning took its toll on a body. She carefully crawled under her massively fluffy comforter and closed her eyes.

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"No please! I'll be good this time! I promise!" She had begged.

"No, you're much too sassy to be any sort of good," An unknown man said. "Take her to the black room!" Suddenly two people had her by her arms and legs, dragging her into the blackness. The black room had always been where the recruits who couldn't take it were taken. She had seen many of the girls dragged from their beds in the night. muffled pleas for help echoed in her ears as she was dragged into the black room.

"Stop! STOP!" She screamed, thrashing helplessly. She was strapped down with leather restraints to the chair.

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"Tasha wake up!" Clint said, gently shaking her shoulder. She woke with a scream, her hands managing to wrap around themselves around Clint's neck. "Natasha," He choked out. She let him go as she trembled.

"I'm sorry," She said in a tiny voice.

"Hey, it's okay," Clint said, sitting at the foot of the bed. That was a good move. She didn't trust herself in this state. "I can't tell you how many times I did the same thing to Phil. Well, not the exact same thing. I kind of slept with an arrow or a knife under my pillow. I may have caused him a few nicks." That same habit of rubbing the back of his neck. It must be a thing he did when he was embarrassed, she decided. "Seriously, it's okay. Now, come on. Phil's bringing pizza. The good stuff too, not some stupid chain."

"What does a restraint have to do with food?" She asked, her face as blank as ever. Clint laughed, and she couldn't help but smile. She slowly assessed her present state; dry, thank GOD. She nodded, undoing the covers and following him to the living room.

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They were so enamored with each other. Clint and his boyfriend slash handler. She had listened to Phil go on and on and ON about the forms she was signing, initialing, dating. Most of it was so that no one could arrest her unless she violated company policy, a few disclosures.... she just did what she was told. That's what Clint had said to do. He then proceeded to play footsie with his lover under the table. Natasha had rolled her eyes. They were such children. She finally had found an excuse to retire early, stating a need to try some new techniques they had told her to try in therapy. It wasn't entirely a lie. They did suggest she try and get to bed earlier, take her time, build a routine. She wasn't sure how. But she decided to start with a shower. After a little bit of fiddling, she figured out how to work it. She took her time, letting the warm water wash away her stress and the nightmare from earlier.

MEANWHILE....

"Clint, you're doing a great job as her handler," Phil said. "I know that this afternoon was hard, but you did good. I wouldn't have done anything different."

"I just, I keep worrying I'm gonna fuck her up in one way or another," Clint huffed.

"That feeling is normal. At least you two aren't going out on missions," Phil pointed out.

"But.... But what if she CAN'T?" He finally asked. "What if she can't handle missions? After everything she's been through, I.... I don't want to push."

"If she can't handle missions she can be a paperwork assistant," Phil said simply. "I can ALWAYS use help with paperwork."

Clint couldn't help but laugh. "Yeah, somehow I don't see that happening," He chuckled, giving Phil a quick peck on the lips. "You're the best, you know?" Suddenly, there was a tiny little "ahem," From the hallway. They looked up to see Natasha in standard issue SHIELD clothing. Clint made a mental note they needed to go shopping.

"I'm not sure if it is customary in your culture, but I came to say goodnight," She said, the smallest of smiles on her lips.

Clint and Phil both smiled warmly at her. "Goodnight Natasha," They said in unison. She smiled, returning the gesture before returning to her room. She could trust them, she was sure of that. Maybe, in time.... they would be a family? She didn't want to get her hopes up, but going to bed thinking about it... maybe that would keep the worst of the nightmares away.

Big time Boyfriend Part 28.

Happy Friday! :D Well, happy for everyone else. I'm probably going to be at work until 11 tonight.
-__- Eh, it's just for this week and next, right? :/ Anyways, applicable warnings: Omorashi, golden showers (AKA, peeing on each other), nothing outside of the ordinary for this story. :P YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Seriously though, if you have a problem with it, you can read the first like, half of this chapter, and the last three paragraphs. :) Enjoy!

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Episode 28: What up man?!

"Wow, you must have-"

"Shut up!" Kendall said, and he walked over to the bathroom. The door was unlocked, so he walked in.

"You okay?" His answer was Katie's wretching. He knelt down and held her hair out of her face. "Shh. It's okay." He was panicking mentally. Had he gotten her sick from all of his piss?  Finally, Katie finished, and she laid her head down on Kendall's chest.

"You didn't need to see that," She moaned quietly. Kendall felt her forehead.

"You're staying home today," he said. He scooped Katie up and brought her back to his bed. He set her down gently. "Wait here." And he left. Logan was already doing his breathing treatment. Kendall brought some crackers and clear soda in for Katie. "Drink this, and if you can keep that down, you can start on the crackers. Oh, and I'm staying home with you."

"Kendall you can't," Katie moaned. "You have a job."

"And I'm also worried about you."

"Fine," Katie said, rolling over. but that made her feel queasy again, so she just laid on her back and pouted. Logan finished up his treatment and left to get ready. Katie felt fine after about an hour, so Kendall got her her meds and let her get up and walk around. Finally he decided she was well enough that they could go to the pool, so they changed into something cooler and went down.

"So what happened this morning?" Kendall asked.

"Like I know," Katie said. "I guess it was just nerves about yesterday. All these rumors..."

"They can't hurt us," Kendall assured her. They stayed at the pool until the rest of the gang came back. They all told Kendall what he missed and that Gustavo was going to have double the work for him to do tomorrow. He didn't care. He was more worried about Katie.

BEDTIME.

"Are you going to be mad if I don't want to piss tonight?" Katie asked as she and Kendall crawled into bed.

"Of course not," Kendall said. "Sleep tight." Katie curled up against Kendall like a kitten. He couldn't help but smile.

THE NEXT MORNING......

"Katie?" Kendall whispered. "Time to wake up." She woke up, but was extremely desperate. She pulled Kendall in for a kiss and thrust her body up against him. she let loose and he responded likewise. Suddenly there was a banging on the door.

"GUYS! We've GOT to get to the studio!" Carlos shouted.

"We're up! Leave us alone for a few minutes!" Logan shouted back. Katie and Kendall stopped their perverted make-out session just in time.

"Control yourselves please!" Logan whisper-yelled.

"Sorry Logan," Katie said. She grabbed some stuff out of her bag, pulled on a pair of Kendall's sweats, and left to get ready.

"And you have to quit giving in all the time!" Logan told Kendall.

"Do you ever say no to Camille when SHE wants to make out?" Kendall asked.

"No, but-"

"Alright then," He said, smug. "get started on that thing, we need to get going." Kendall laughed at the pun he just made. He stripped the bed and threw the wet stuff in a pile behind his headboard. He then got dressed himself and went to check on Katie.

"Hey," She said, smiling. She was drinking her soy milk and eating some toast. They were the only ones downstairs. "Thanks for that."

"No problem," Kendall said, kissing her. "Just warn me before you deside to assault me with your very full bladder again, okay?"

"Deal," Katie giggled. Everyone eventually headed to the studio, and Katie set to work on finishing up some paperwork with Kelly. Since she had started working there, she had become more than a web person, she was also a "go to" person, for anything Gustavo or Kelly didn't have time (Or more often in Gustavo's case, didn't want) to do. Suddenly she was about to burst again, and bolted for the bathroom. She ran by the studio, and Kendall saw her, and butchered his harmony, which pissed Gustavo off big time.

"WHAT WAS THAT??????" He shouted.

"Sorry," Kendall said, blushing. "Can we try that again?" Gustavo started the track again, but this time Kelly was the one who interuppted them.