APPLICABLE WARNINGS: an actual miscarriage happens in this one. It's a bit weird the way I wrote it, but then again, I had no idea how it happened. I thought it was kind of like, your period just sort of came. :/ Yeah.. seriously, this gets really dark in this chapter, and it's gonna get pretty dark for a little bit after this. But it will get sort of happy again, I promise. :)
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Episode 35: The unthinkable.
WEEKS LATER...
KATIE'S POV:
I was at the beach with Kendall. The sand under my bum was so warm, and then on top of me his piss was so hot... So hot...
END KATIE POV AND BACKTRACK A FEW MINUTES....
Kendall woke up to the feeling of a warm bed.
oh crap, he thought. He slid under the blanket, but it wasn't pee; it was blood. He woke Katie up.
"Morning baby daddy," She said, smiling. He didn't say anything. "What's wrong?"
"You're bleeding," He said. Katie looked under the blanket. "Call Dr. Poscovitz," She said. Kendall grabbed his phone from at the head of the bed, and handed it to Katie. She explained the situation (which I really don't feel like typing right now but may later), and hung up.
"Get dressed," she said, tossing Kendall a pair of jeans that were hanging on the footboard. "We're going to the hospital."
Kendall didn't argue, and pulled them on. Katie grabbed some clothes and locked the door. She didn't mind changing in front of Kendall anymore, since they had seen each other naked before, and besides, he never said anything.
"Wait a second," he said as she started to slip off her shorts. He unlocked the door and left. He came back a few seconds later and handed her something; a pad. "Just... so we don't get blood everywhere," He said softly. Katie nodded. She continued changing.
"Thanks," She whispered. Kendall took her hands.
"Are you going to hurt yourself?" he asked. Katie nodded. He held her hands, and the walked out to the living room.
"Mom!" Kendall shouted. She was downstairs in a flash. "We are going to the hospital."
"Are you okay?" She asked Katie. She didn't answer. Kendall explained. Mrs. Knight silently grabbed her keys and purse, and Kendall walked with Katie out the front door.
OB/GYN OFFICE.
"Alright, let's see what's going on," The ultrasound tech said, holding a doppler. Kendall had let Katie's hand go, but she was squeezing it while whispering Hail Mary's. Kendall was saying them mentally. The tech moved the wand around on Katie's uterus, but... nothing.
"Hm, let me get the doctor," the tech said. Kendall looked at Katie, who had closed her eyes.
"Alright, let's have a look at what's going on!" She said too cheery. Katie never opened her eyes. Kendall focused on the screen, hoping that they found something, anything, that indicated life. Nothing.
"I'm so sorry," the doctor said to Kendall. "She's lost the baby. I'll give you two a minute. She and the tech left. Katie opened her eyes. She looked at Kendall, who was choked up himself. He stood up and wrapped his arms around her, and they both burst into tears.
-.-
Logan, Carlos, and little Katy were all waiting when they walked in the front door. Kendall had let it all out at the doctor's office, and on the way home, but Katie was going back and forth between numb and crying.
"What did the doctor say?" Logan asked. Katie burst into tears again. Everyone smushed her into a group hug. Carlos even let out a few tears. As soon as they let go, Katie went back to numb. She untangled herself from Kendall's fingers and went to the bedroom. She curled up in a ball on the bed. Kendall laid down next to her. They didn't move until Logan came to bed, and that was only to change for bed. That night, Katie kept tossing and turning, and often woke up screaming.
The next day, Katie was just... numb. She didn't do hardly anything. Finally Kendall just picked her up and brought her to the living room to watch TV. At about noon, Camille and Logan walked in. Camille ran over to her cousin and hugged her. That broke Katie, and she and Camille started sobbing and apologizing and crying and saying things and just crying.
"I'm so sorry for everything!" Camille finally said, settling down. "I was wrong to judge you. I... I'm not one hundred percent on board, but I'm willing to accept it."
"Thank you," Katie said, emotionless. Camille looked at her cousin hard, and knew that this was going to take time. Just like everything else had. She got up and followed Logan into his room. Kendall got up, and suddenly Katie spoke; "Don't leave me!"
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Episode 35: The unthinkable.
WEEKS LATER...
KATIE'S POV:
I was at the beach with Kendall. The sand under my bum was so warm, and then on top of me his piss was so hot... So hot...
END KATIE POV AND BACKTRACK A FEW MINUTES....
Kendall woke up to the feeling of a warm bed.
oh crap, he thought. He slid under the blanket, but it wasn't pee; it was blood. He woke Katie up.
"Morning baby daddy," She said, smiling. He didn't say anything. "What's wrong?"
"You're bleeding," He said. Katie looked under the blanket. "Call Dr. Poscovitz," She said. Kendall grabbed his phone from at the head of the bed, and handed it to Katie. She explained the situation (which I really don't feel like typing right now but may later), and hung up.
"Get dressed," she said, tossing Kendall a pair of jeans that were hanging on the footboard. "We're going to the hospital."
Kendall didn't argue, and pulled them on. Katie grabbed some clothes and locked the door. She didn't mind changing in front of Kendall anymore, since they had seen each other naked before, and besides, he never said anything.
"Wait a second," he said as she started to slip off her shorts. He unlocked the door and left. He came back a few seconds later and handed her something; a pad. "Just... so we don't get blood everywhere," He said softly. Katie nodded. She continued changing.
"Thanks," She whispered. Kendall took her hands.
"Are you going to hurt yourself?" he asked. Katie nodded. He held her hands, and the walked out to the living room.
"Mom!" Kendall shouted. She was downstairs in a flash. "We are going to the hospital."
"Are you okay?" She asked Katie. She didn't answer. Kendall explained. Mrs. Knight silently grabbed her keys and purse, and Kendall walked with Katie out the front door.
OB/GYN OFFICE.
"Alright, let's see what's going on," The ultrasound tech said, holding a doppler. Kendall had let Katie's hand go, but she was squeezing it while whispering Hail Mary's. Kendall was saying them mentally. The tech moved the wand around on Katie's uterus, but... nothing.
"Hm, let me get the doctor," the tech said. Kendall looked at Katie, who had closed her eyes.
"Alright, let's have a look at what's going on!" She said too cheery. Katie never opened her eyes. Kendall focused on the screen, hoping that they found something, anything, that indicated life. Nothing.
"I'm so sorry," the doctor said to Kendall. "She's lost the baby. I'll give you two a minute. She and the tech left. Katie opened her eyes. She looked at Kendall, who was choked up himself. He stood up and wrapped his arms around her, and they both burst into tears.
-.-
Logan, Carlos, and little Katy were all waiting when they walked in the front door. Kendall had let it all out at the doctor's office, and on the way home, but Katie was going back and forth between numb and crying.
"What did the doctor say?" Logan asked. Katie burst into tears again. Everyone smushed her into a group hug. Carlos even let out a few tears. As soon as they let go, Katie went back to numb. She untangled herself from Kendall's fingers and went to the bedroom. She curled up in a ball on the bed. Kendall laid down next to her. They didn't move until Logan came to bed, and that was only to change for bed. That night, Katie kept tossing and turning, and often woke up screaming.
The next day, Katie was just... numb. She didn't do hardly anything. Finally Kendall just picked her up and brought her to the living room to watch TV. At about noon, Camille and Logan walked in. Camille ran over to her cousin and hugged her. That broke Katie, and she and Camille started sobbing and apologizing and crying and saying things and just crying.
"I'm so sorry for everything!" Camille finally said, settling down. "I was wrong to judge you. I... I'm not one hundred percent on board, but I'm willing to accept it."
"Thank you," Katie said, emotionless. Camille looked at her cousin hard, and knew that this was going to take time. Just like everything else had. She got up and followed Logan into his room. Kendall got up, and suddenly Katie spoke; "Don't leave me!"
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