Tiny little Tasha 11

No real warnings aside from the obvious ageplay. enjoy! ;D

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Chapter 11:

"Reed says he can take a look at her tomorrow," Tony informed the team at dinner. Pepper and Clint were trying to feed Tasha a grilled cheese while everyone else enjoyed some of Bruce's curry.

"Tasha come on, eat," Clint said, almost begging.

She shook her head. "I don't like it!" She said with her mouth as closed as she could keep it.

"Tasha, if you don't eat dinner than you have to go straight to bed with no story," Pepper said firmly. It always worked on Tony.

"Noo! I wanna story!" She whined.

"Then eat your dinner," Pepper said firmly.  Natasha pouted but there wasn't any more trouble after that. She and Tony ate messily, earning them a few sighs and giggles. 

"Phil, would you mind going to the store for me after dinner?" Pepper asked. "We're going to need a few things for Natasha tonight."

"Absolutely," Phil smiled.

"Oh and Tony? I want to see what yo did in the lab today," Pepper said. Tony perked up at that, as that happened to be their code for "little time."

The rest of the meal passed quietly, Natasha making a mess of herself.

Clint sighed as Natasha giggled and ran away when he tried to clean her up. "Come back here!" He said as he ran after her with a wet washcloth.

"Just grab some pull-ups and some juice, I think we're out," Pepper explained to Coulson.

"What about a bottle or a sippy cup?" He asked.

"I think we have one around," she said calmly.

"I don't think he's going to want to share though," Phil whispered. Pepper paled slightly before regaining her composure.

"Well whether he wants to or not is beside the point," Pepper huffed, before turning to Clint. "Get her in the bath for me."

"But Mommy!" Tasha whined.

"No butts little lady," Pepper said firmly. "Get in the bath with Daddy, and then we can snuggle and read a story before bed, okay?"

Natasha pouted but let Clint carry her to the bathroom. Phil took his keys and wallet and headed toward the elevator while Bruce did the dishes. That left Pepper and Steve.

"Can you help me with something?" Pepper asked.

Steve winced but nodded. He had a feeling he knew what was coming. Pepper quietly lead him down to the lab, where Tony was already digging around a Lego bin. He promptly looked up when he heard the lab doors open and frowned.

"I thought we were gonna play," he said tensely. "We ALWAYS play after dinner!"

"I know we do sweetie," Pepper said calmly. "But Tasha needs more help tonight."

"You don't love me anymore, do you?!" Tony snapped. "She's more important than I am, isn't she?"

"Tony you know that isn't true," Pepper said, wrapping the boy in a hug. "I know you're jealous, but Tasha can't help what happened to her. How would you like it if I left you all alone when you needed a change or a drink, hmm?"

"Bad," Tony mumbled against Pepper.

"Alright, so how do you think Tasha will feel if I don't help her?"

"That's different! She has Clint too!"

"Well what if I helped out?" Steve said suddenly, causing them both to look up at him.

"You'd really be willing to do that?" Tony asked, a bit skeptical.

"I mean... I love little kids and... And Tasha's fun but she's a girl and you..."

"Would you be willing to try Tony?" Pepper asked, cutting off Steve's babbling. Tony looked at Steve, then at his mommy, and nodded slowly. 

"Will you still tuck me in tonight?" He asked. 

"Of course sweetie," Pepper cooed, giving him a kiss on the cheek. "Steve will just play with you and help you get ready for bed. He knows the routine."

"I promise, I'm just here to help until Tasha gets better," Steve promised. Tony nodded slowly.

"Wanna play Legos?" He asked. Steve smiled and nodded. Pepper breathed a sigh of relief and grabbed a sippy cup before she went back upstairs.

Big Time Boyfriend part 105

ARGH I AM LATE AGAIN I APOLOGIZE. Also, I am going to be out of town the first half of next week. I'm going to TRY and schedule the updates for while I am gone, but if they don't publish I will update majorly when I get back. Now then, APPLICABLE WARNING: There is some mentions of ab/dl relationship, some reference to bedwetting, and just general embarrassment. :) Enjoy!

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Episode 105: Night, Morning, NO.

"I need your help!" James said, tears streaming down his cheeks. "Camille caught me!"

"Oh James," Lucy said, hugging him. "Come on, I'll make hot chocolate."

TEN MINUTES, A DIAPER AND TWO CUPS OF HOT CHOCOLATE LATER.....

"How did Camille react?" Lucy asked as she gave James a mug.

"I ran before she had a chance to do anything," James sniffled. "It's not her I'm worried about, it's Logan."

"Why?" Lucy asked curiously. "What could he do?"

"Well.... It was last summer, before school started," James sighed. "We went to the amusement park, and I talked Logan into riding 'The Scream.' He had had a big soda and um... it didn't end well." James blushed. "He didn't even make it off the ride platform and everyone was staring and laughing. He blamed me."

"I think he would have pity on you James, not make fun of you," Lucy said. 

"Don't make me go back!" James begged in panic.

"Shh, baby I'm not gonna make you do anything tonight," Lucy cooed, running her fingers through the boy's hair. "You can stay with mommy tonight okay?" James nodded, sucking his thumb, which he hadn't done since the night he flopped the audition with Gustavo. "Come on, carry me to bed baby." 

James giggled and did as he was told.

THE NEXT MORNING.....

Logan woke bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, eager to start the day and help Camille. He tiptoed out of his room and was about to leave when he saw the sheets on the floor.

What the heck? He asked himself. He decided to investigate and realized they were wet. He sighed, thinking it was Katie again, and took them down to the basement to wash. When he came back up the said girl was stirring and whimpering, pulling Carlos' thumb to her mouth again.

"Katie, wake up," Logan cooed, gently rubbing her shoulder. Katie woke with a gasp, whimpering. "You okay?"

"Yeah," She whispered, blushing at the thumb in her mouth. "Can you get Perry from upstairs?" Logan nodded, running up to the room, but then he saw the package of pull-ups for James. He completely burst into laughter, which Katie could hear clearly down the stairs. She slowly untangled herself from Carlos' arms and hurried up. "What the hell are you laughing at?!"

"James' diapers!" Logan hiccuped as he fell over on the bed. Katie stomped his foot and grabbed her platypus.

"The f--k is wrong with you?!" She snapped.

"OW!" Logan shouted. "What the hell?!"

"You're laughing at someone for something out of their control that's what the hell!" Katie snarled. "That's as bad as picking on him for needing insulin shots Logan because his diabetes is the whole reason he needs them!"

"You're kidding right?"

"Logan Mitchell I am not fucking kidding!" Katie said. "Diabetes affects the kidneys pretty bad, and his took an extra bad beating. His bladder is really weak and this may never go away. Why would you treat him any different than you did the night you met me?"

*LE FLASHBACK TO THE NIGHT THEY MET*

"There's a girl on your couch with wet pants," Logan said. "Who is she?"

"My cousin?" Camille tried.

"You told me you were the baby of all your cousins," Logan countered. "Who is she?"

"Alright," Camille sighed. "Remember two weeks ago when I went to visit some family in Texas?"

"Yeah."

"I had stopped to get food and was about to leave when I found her bleeding in the bathroom, out cold. Her family had disowned her and she was living on the street. So I told her I'd bring her home with me."

"Camille... Are you sure? I mean-"

"Logan I've never been more sure about anything. She needs a home. She's so precious. But she's got stitches in her arm, so don't bring it up. Just go straight to the kitchen, alright?" Logan nodded, doing as he was told as Camille went to the couch. "Katie, wake up."

Katie's eyes fluttered open before she whimpered. "I'm sorry."

"No big deal, couches clean," Camille said. "Go get a shower, then I want you to meet someone special to me, okay?" Katie nodded tearily, sulking to the shower.

FIFTEEN MINUTES LATER.....

"Hey, show me your arms," Camille said as Katie emerged. The girl did as she was told. "Tummy?"

Katie shook her head. "Who'd you want me to meet?" She asked softly.

"My boyfriend," Camille said.

"H-he didn't catch me did he?" Katie asked shakily.

"Shhh, he's not gonna make fun of you," Camille said, leading the girl to the kitchen table.

"Hey," He said, flashing his perfect smile. "Nice to meet you. And don't worry, your secret is safe with me."

*LE END OF FLASHBACK*

"And yet you're doing the exact opposite to James," Katie said coldly. "And I KNOW what happened last summer at the amusement park."

"Y-you wouldn't tell James, would you?" But before Katie could answer, the door opened downstairs.

Big Time Boyfriend part 104

Bedwetting. Embarrassing, cute, wonderful bedwetting. I have no shame. :P

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Episode 104: Midnight mayhem

(Blah blah blah I'm timeskipping again, to right before bed....)

"James Mathew Diamond you are wearing protection to bed!" Katie said firmly.

"I am not! I'm out of the hospital and my blood sugar is normal, so therefore I won't have wet sheets!" James argued.

"James you couldn't hold it on your date," Katie pointed out matter-of-factly. "You had an accident because you couldn't hold it, and you've barely made it the past two days. Do you really think you're gonna make it through the night like this?"

"Well I guess we're gonna find out," James said bitterly, getting in to his bed and falling asleep. Katie sighed, going down to check on Camille, Logan, and Carlos.

"Don't be afraid to come get me," Logan mumbled, almost asleep on his feet.

"That's what Carlos is for, now to bed with you," Camille ordered gently.

"Night Logan," Carlos said happily. Katie sighed in relief when he went to bed. "So how have you been sleeping?" Carlos asked Camille.

"I've just curled up against Logan here on the couch," she yawned. "He's a very good pillow."

"So's Carlos," Katie said, going to the kitchen to get her meds.

"Welp, looks like I'm being a pillow for both of you tonight," He said with a yawn. Katie came over and curled up against Carlos like always, Camille doing the same.

2 IN THE MORNING......

James woke with a gasp, sitting upright. He slowly calmed down before his heart began racing; He'd wet the bed again.

"Shit!" He said, slamming his fist against the wall. He angrily balled his sheets up and stomped downstairs, forgetting the three sleeping people on the sofa, two of which were helping Camille back from the bathroom herself.

"James?" Camille asked, making the boy freeze and Katie face palm.

"N-n-n-no!" He said, shoving his sheets behind him.

"What are you doing up?" Camille asked, seeing the sheets.

"N-n-nothing just uh-"

"And why are your sheets behind you?"

"Oh um-"

"Did you wet the bed?"

"Psh, I'm a man," He said, trying to lean on the railing but falling flat onto his back and the sheets, revealing the wet spot.

"....What's going on?" Camille asked gently. That was all it took and James ran out the front door, his only intention to get to Lucy's place.

"Sissy?" Katie asked sleepily. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing K," Camille said, sitting back down.

"Not true," Katie yawned. "What happened?"

".....What's been going on with James?" Camille asked.

"What do you mean?" Katie asked.

"He had an accident earlier and he just wet the bed," Camille stated simply. "Is there something I should know?"

"Yeah, his diabetes did a number on his kidneys, so he's s'posed to wear pull-ups until it stops, but even then it might not," Katie mumbled, falling back asleep against Camille.

MEANWHILE UPSTAIRS.....

"I'm coming I'm coming!" Lucy said, having woken to a constant knocking on her door. She opened it, slightly surprised to see James standing there.

"I need your help!" He said, almost in tears.

Big Time Boyfriend part 103

I totally channeled "Eclipse" a bit for this one. :P If you have never read twilight, SHAME. Well, not really. I'm sure its either because of religious reasons or the whole "bad consent/damsel in distress" drabble. Your choice. Anyways, APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Diapers (obvsly), implied sexytimes, and mentions of relapes of various things. Enjoy! :D

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Episode 103: Baby blue

"I actually have some diapers that should fit you at my place if you want to," Lucy offered.

"Wouldn't you rather I go commando?" James said with a smirk.

"Nope! not happening," Lucy said firmly. "Remember what happened at the hospital?"

"I'm still trying to forget that," James said, shaking as he began to cry. "I'm sorry Luce! I-I didn't mean to I-"

Lucy cut him off with a kiss suddenly. "I don't like it when you cry," She said softly, wiping his tears away. "You're too wonderful for it James."

James smiled and pulled her on top of himself. "You're the first person to want something more than sex from me," He whispered. Lucy smiled and continued to make out with him.

MEANWHILE DOWNSTAIRS IN 2J.....

"Heyyo!" Carlos said loudly as he bounced in to the apartment.

"SHHHH!" Camille hissed at him. "She's asleep and she had a really long day."

"Oh, sorry," Carlos said, scooping Katie up in his arms. "What happened?"

"Kendall wants her to come visit and Gustavo offered to make her own demo," Camille said.

"Dang, and Kendall relapsed," Logan said, joining the group on the couch. "That's kind of weird though, he relapsed the same day she did."

"I bet that's why he did it then, he couldn't see her on her birthday," Camille said. "You guys need some time away from everything."

"We have those tickets to six flags," Carlos remembered. "When did he want her to come down?"

"I dunno, probably this weekend," Camille said. "You could go around the middle of the week."

"Yeah, me, her, James.... wait who takes the fourth ticket?" Carlos asked.

"Logan," Camille said. "I can handle a day without you."

"No way I'm not leaving you!" Logan said sadly. "You heard the doctor she said no getting up and doing stuff on your own. It's your job to keep him safe and it's my job to keep you safe Cami. And I'm not leaving."

"What if someone stayed with me?" Camille asked.

"Like who?" Logan asked.

"Lucy?" Camille asked. "She's really qualified and she can keep me safe. And you're stressed, you need out sweetie."

"But I have to take care of you," logan whined.

"Baby you've been taking good care of me, but you're running yourself in to the ground right now," Camille said soothingly. "You've got to take care of yourself too. Go, and have fun. Lucy will take care of me, and I'll be fine."

"But-"

"No butts Logan," Katie said as she woke up. "If there's one thing I've learned it's that you have to take care of yourself when you take care of people. And that goes double for my sissy."

"Fine I'll come!" Logan relented. "But I want hourly check ins."

"Yay! I'll call Lucy once James gets home," Katie squealed.

SPEAKING OF WHICH.....

Lucy smiled at James, who was currently passed out on her bed thanks to hormones underneath her, and diapered.

Big Time Boyfriend part 102

AUGH I AM SO LATE I APOLOGIZE. Life happened. :P WARNINGS: Diapers at the end. OH! And a major plotpoint too. ;D Enjoy!

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Episode 102: Teddy bear(s)

"So How was work?" Camille asked. That was all it took and Katie came running and buried her face in Camille's chest and belly. "Shh, it's okay, what happened? I promise you it isn't that bad."

"That's just it Camille, I don't know whether it all is or not!" Katie cried. "A lot happened today."

"Like what?" Camille asked. Katie looked up at her, and explained everything; Kendall calling, Gustavo's offer, the relapse, the hospital, everything she'd been holding in since Kendall left. "And if I go he'll see my arm and what then? He'll blame himself and he'll never leave!"

"Shh, Katie I think you're over-thinking all of this," Camille said calmly. "Do you want to see Kendall?" Katie nodded. "Then go see him. I think it would do you a lot of good to see him, healthy and strong. And do you want to be a singer?"

"I-I-I dunno sissy, that's just it," Katie said. "If I do I can't be a writer then!"

"No said you have to give up writing, and none of us want you to," Camille said, stroking the girl's hair. "If anything, it would give you the ability to kick-start a writing career. Just let it go and we'll talk with Carlos later, okay?"

Katie nodded. "Speaking of which where is he?"

"He left with Logan and neither of them would tell me where they were going, only that James was my man servant until you got home," Camille sighed, making Katie giggle. "How about we order pizza for just the two of us, eh?" Katie nodded.

MEANWHILE ACROSS TOWN........

"Kendall said that one is too shiny," Carlos sighed as he read his phone.

"He's had a complaint about every ring we've looked at!" Logan exclaimed. They'd been ring hunting all afternoon. "He should just wait until he gets out."

"You KNOW he relapsed, which I don't even understand considering he's at a rehab center," Carlos sighed. "I dunno, maybe I should just go out with her later this week."

"And you think she's gonna buy that it's 'Just looking?'" Logan asked as they left.

"Leave that up to me!" Carlos said happily. "Now let's go home, Camille's probably dying to see you."

"No, she hates me," Logan said, exhaustion talking to his self-conscious side.

"No she doesn't and you know that," Carlos said seriously. "Come on, go home, eat, and Katie and I will help you with Cami all night long tonight."

"But you gotta look after James too," Logan sniffled, getting in the car.

"He's taken care of now sleep," Carlos said, starting the drive back to the Palmwoods.

MEANWHILE IN APARTMENT 4J...

"Isn't this nice?" Lucy asked, her head on his tummy, not realizing the predicament James was in.

"Y-yep!" He said, trying to hide the fact he was about to burst.

"What's wrong?" Lucy asked. "And don't say nothing because I know that's a lie."

"U-um I need to-" James squeaked and stopped then, his bladder releasing into the pull-up, only making the weird bulge in his pants grow. "I-I'm sorry," He whimpered, squeezing his eyes closed.

"You wet your pull-up didn't you?" Lucy asked softly.

James nodded. "How did you know?"

"Well for one it's been crinkling all night," Lucy giggled. "But um.... I-I've been into Adult Baby and Diaper Lovers for a looong time, and I knew when you walked downstairs that you were in one. But um.. why?"

"The doctor said that my kidneys were really affected by my diabetes so my bladder would be weak for a while," James explained. "He said it could last anywhere from a couple of days to months, and that's if it ever goes away. I could be stuck in this stupid diaper forever Luce!"

"Shh, Jamie it's okay," Lucy cooed, running her fingers through James' hair. "I think you look adorable in it. and so what if you'll never be back to the way it was? I.... I wouldn't mind if that happened, cuz I think you'd make a good baby."

"Really?" James sniffled. Lucy nodded and blushed.

"You probably think I'm a freak," She mumbled.

"Hey, I like feet, Katie thinks it's hot when I have an accident, and who KNOWS what Camille and Logan have done," James said. "To each their own. You think I'd make a good baby?"

Lucy nodded. "I actually have some diapers that should fit you if you want," She offered. "Do you want to?"

Big Time Boyfriend part 101

Yeah, I dropped the ball this weekend. Sorry guys. :/ BUT! We are back now! Anyways, WARNINGS: Mentions of wetting, diapers, discussions of medical garbly-goop, and mentions of Ageplay! :D Enjoy my lovelies.

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Episode 101: Big and little

"James, what happened?" Katie asked.

"Accident," Camille mouthed. Katie looked at the clock and winced, coming over.

"James look at me," She said softly. "Lucy's gonna be here soon. I'll take care of the couch, go change and you need to put a pull-up on."

"But what about Lucy?" James cried.

"James which is worse? A pull up and no accident, or no pull-up and an accident on the date?" Katie asked. James was about to answer when there was a knock at the door.

"Just a minute!" Camille called.

"Go, I'll take care of this," Katie whispered. James nodded, running upstairs. Camille threw a blanket over the spot on the couch while Katie got the door.

"Hey Katie!" Lucy said, hugging the girl. "Oh my gosh is this okay?" Katie looked her over, it was the first time she'd ever seen Lucy in a dress.

"You look fabulous," Katie said.

"Thanks! So um, where's James?" Lucy asked, briefly glancing around.

"Oh, you know James," Katie said nervously.

"Yeahh so where is he?" lucy asked again. "Is that water running?"

"No," Katie whispered.

"You're nice, but honey you can't lie," Lucy said. "What's going on?"

"He'd kill us if we said anything," Camille said from the sofa.

"He took off the pull-up, didn't he?" Lucy asked. Katie nodded, feeling awful for confessing. "Did I ever tell you I was into AB/DL?"

"What's that?" Camille asked warily.

"Adult baby and diaper lovers," Lucy and Katie answered together, blinking at each other in surprise.

"How do you-"

"I have my own kinks and it can involve that at times," Katie said, blushing and going to the kitchen to get a drink. "The doctor said his kidneys took a good beating, and that his bladder was gonna be really weak for a while."

"How long?" Lucy asked.

"Anywhere from a few days to a couple of months, and that's assuming it goes away," Katie explained. "He barely went along with the pull-up idea, but maybe you can help?"

"H-hey Lucy," James said nervously, a noticeable bulge in his jeans from the pull-up.

"Hey Jamie," Lucy said sweetly, pretending not to notice. "You okay?"

"Y-yeah, just uh, had to do my hair," He joked nervously.

"Whyyyy don't you two take it easy and head up to the apartment?" Katie offered. "You are in no position to be going out mister."

"Aww, Katie," James whined.

"I-I think it's a sweet idea," Lucy said softly. "Watch movies, snuggle..."

"I'll order pizza!" James said. "Can I have the apartment key Katie?" She tossed it to him, also giving him money for pizza.

"Don't touch anything in my room!" Camille said as the door closed. She then turned to Katie. "So how was work?" That was all it took, and Katie came running over, sobbing into Camille's chest and belly.

Big Time Boyfriend part 100

How appropriate we end this week on such a positive note. :) 100 FREAKING PARTS. Omg. Well, actually, this is probably going to pass 200 before I'm done. I've done very little editing to this part compared to when I originally wrote it. No warnings really apply to this one, so enjoy!
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Episode 100: If you believe

(AN: ONE HUNDRED PARTS AND COUNTING!!!! Okay I thought I would never ever be able to write this story to this point! :D Thank you for following this thing at all and I promise, it's only gonna get better from here! I'm just all emotional right now. :')

"Wow you're really good," Olivia Somerlyn said.

"Th-thanks," Katie mumbled softly, slightly star-struck. "Y-you're pretty good yourself."

"Aw thanks!" Olivia giggled, skipping out of the booth. Katie sighed, looking at her phone when it began to ring.

"Hello?"

"Guess who?" Kendall said happily.

"Oh my god KENDALL!" Katie squealed. "How long do we have this time?!"

"Um, not long, I'm in therapy, but I have something to ask you," He said. "Would you wanna come visit me?"

"YES!" Katie squealed. "Yes yes a thousand times over yes absolutely yes!!!"

"Okay calm down. I'll have mom call you then and you two can figure it out, I love you," Kendall said happily.

"I love you too sweetie," Katie said happily before the line went dead.

"Katie can we talk to you in the office for a minute?" Kelly said.

"Am I in trouble?" Katie asked.

"No, just need to have a chat," She said sweetly. Katie nodded and followed her, Gustavo waiting behind his desk with a smile on his face.

"Okay what's going on?" Katie finally asked.

"It has come to my attention that you are far more of an asset to this studio than even Kelly has been at times," Gustavo said. "You function as an I.T. person, a secretary, an intern, and now as a part of the actual music process."

"And if we don't snatch up this opportunity, someone else will," Kelly added.

"How would you like to be a singer?" Gustavo said.

"M-me? This girl?" Katie asked, not believing her ears. "You want someone like me to be a superstar?"

"Sweetie we just want to make a demo and see what the record company thinks," Kelly explained. "Griffin wants to explore more new talent and he heard the duet tracks you did with BTR."

"I-I can't write music though," Katie said softly.

"That's what Gustavo does," Kelly said. "We'd take care of everything, you wouldn't even have to leave the crib. what do you say?"

"C-can I have some time to think about it?" Katie asked. Kelly and Gustavo nodded.

"Just swing by or call when you have an answer," Kelly said sweetly, showing Katie out. Katie thought as she drove home about Gustavo's offer, but decided to talk to Camille about it. Although she wasn't quite prepared for what she saw when she went inside; James was on the couch, sobbing.

"James? What happened?" Katie asked.

Big Time Boyfriend part 99

Discussion of diapers. Actually at this point, James will pretty much be diapered for the remainder of the story. Like with the mental illness, I felt that it contributed to the story, and to be honest, I just really wanted to diaper someone. :P It will eventually turn into babying/AB/DL, so if that's a problem for anyone, I would suggest you stop reading. Otherwise enjoy! :)

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Episode 99: Chin up, shoulders back, diaper on.

"WHAT?!" James shouted.

"It's protocol for a patient who has an accident to be put in protection," The nurse explained quickly. "It's just to make things easier for everyone involved. Your RN will be here shortly." And with that she left. James burst in to tears.

"Hey, it's okay," Katie said, moving to the bed. "Look at me, please?" James hesitantly looked at her. "Now listen, remember when we were at the mall a couple of days ago and you had that accident?"

"Yeah, and I thought that was our secret," He said, looking at Carlos.

"Hey, I'm not about to judge you," Carlos said sweetly.

"And when you had that accident, wouldn't it have been nice to have something, or really anything, to keep from ruining your jeans?" Katie asked, looking at James.

"I guess," He sniffled.

"That's all she's doing," Katie explained. "She's just trying to make things easier on you, and keep you from embarrassing yourself, okay? and I can even go get some pull-ups if you want."

"Please?" He asked softly.

"Okay, I'll be back then," Katie said, grabbing the keys and her purse. "Listen to Carlos and the doctor's while I'm gone!"

"Don't worry dude, we're not gonna judge you," Carlos said sympathetically.

"Yeah, but... Ugh!" James huffed, laying back. "I wanna go home!"

"Soon bud, I promise," Carlos said.


(AUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE timeskipping, but let's just fast forward to the next day, as James enters the palmwoods.......)

James followed Carlos in to the Palmwoods, looking at his shoes when he collided with someone.

"Hey- James?!" Lucy asked.

"Lucy?" He said happily, looking into her eyes. "Lucy!"

"Hey!" She said, hugging him, noticing the pull-up he was in. "Um, well, hi."

"Hey," James laughed. "So I believe I owe you a date."

"I'm free tonight," Lucy said.

"Sweet, I know the BEST restaurant," James said happily. "See you at six?"

"It's a date," She said happily. "I'll see you then, I've got auditions all day." James nodded and kissed her hair before skipping to the elevators and then to the apartment.

"Okay you are waaaay too happy for what you had to wear home, what happened?" Carlos asked.

"What did you have to wear?" Camille asked from the couch.

"Uhhh nothing," James blushed. "Lucy and I are going on a date tonight!"

"Oh, well good for you," Carlos said.

"Hey where's Katie?" Camille asked.

"Studio, Gustavo needed a guitarist for some new artist recording her album today," James said, skipping upstairs.

MEANWHILE AT ROQCUE RECORDS:

"Wow you're really good," Olivia Somerlyn told Katie.

Big Time Boyfriend part 98

No real warnings here. Enjoy! :D

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Episode 98: The shot of destiny.

(AN: Don't ask I don't know why I chose it either :P)

KATIE'S POV:

I swallowed my feelings as Camille and Logan fell asleep together, his arms holding her tightly. I ran upstairs and grabbed the first backpack I saw and stuffed as many pairs of pajamas in as I could. I then went to the bathroom and grabbed the comb. Oh how important that comb was. toothbrush, toothpaste... yep, that was everything.

I carried it all back downstairs when I heard Camille; "Logan, wake up I need you."

END KATIE'S POV AND MEANWHILE BACK AT THE HOSPITAL:

"I can't wait to get home and not have to eat hospital food," James mumbled as he began to slowly eat the waffles in front of him.

"Yep, back to toaster waffles and Katie's cooking," Carlos chuckled. "At least you're better, and now you know why you've been wetting the bed."

"Dude I'm eating, can you wait until AFTER to embarrass me with that please?" James asked, getting a nod.

"Wonder what's keeping Katie," Carlos mused, grabbing the bag of pretzel's out of his backpack.

"I dunno, I wish she'd come back," James said, looking up when the door opened, and smiling at who walked in.

"Who wants a smuggled breakfast?" Katie asked.

"I'd rather have pants," James said happily.

"How is it smuggled?" Carlos asked softly.

"The stupid security guard at the front door of the hospital wouldn't let me bring food up so I had to find a way to stuff it in the bag," Katie explained. "Oddly enough I was allowed to bring you your hazelnut latte without complaint."

"Gimme?" Carlos said, looking extremely adorable. Katie smiled and handed him the white cup and dug the egg biscuit out of the bag on her shoulder as well as her breakfast; oatmeal and a cinnamon latte.

"So what is there to do stuck in a hospital?" James asked as he finished a waffle.

"Video games, iphone games, I'm sure we can find SOMETHING to do," Katie mused as she ate. "And if nothing else I have my coloring book."

"You carry a coloring book with you?" James asked skeptically.

"And crayons," Katie answered. "It's great for when you're waiting somewhere and your phone is dead or you have to wait four to six hours. That got me through a LOOOOOT of stake-outs."

"Like what?" James asked.

"Blu-ray releases, meet and greets, casting calls with Camille," Katie shrugged. They finished eating in silence when the nurse came in.

"Hi, I'm Abel, I'm gonna show you how to check your blood sugar," she said kindly. She walked him through everything before leaving. "Oh, and your nurse will be in to change you shortly," she added, making James choke on the cup of water he was drinking.

"WHAT?!"

Big Time Boyfriend part 97

Brief mentions of a wet diaper in this one, if it's a problem for anyone. Enjoy! :P

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Episode 97: shots shots shots shots and food.

(AN: Don't hate me I'm not doing so well creatively! :P)

"But he needs to eat and we need to show him how to use his insulin pen," The nurse said.

"What's going on?" James asked.

"James! Thank goodness you're awake," Lucy said.

"Alright Mister Diamond, your nurse and the doctor will be in shortly," The nurse said, walking out. James looked at Lucy.

"What's going on?" He asked nervously.

"It's time to eat breakfast and they're gonna show you how to use your insulin pen," Lucy said sweetly. "And me and Carlos are gonna be right by your side."

"W-what about Katie? Is she back yet?" James asked, covering his lower half with the blanket.

"No, isn't she still down with Camille?" Lucy asked.

"She came back up while you were sleeping and went back to the apartment to get some clothes for me," James explained with a small shift, the diaper getting uncomfortable.

"Um, I-I'll get the nurse for you but I have auditions all day," Lucy sighed. "Do you want me to come back tonight or um, would you feel better if I stayed home in case uh, y-ya know, um."

James smiled and blushed. "Stay home and make sure no rumors get spread?" He asked.

"Okay," Lucy said happily. "Hurry up and get home."

"I will," James said, gently hugging her and watching her skip almost out of the room, before stopping and facing him.

"And I like the  diaper," She added before completely leaving.
Carlos woke at that. "I knew your blood sugar wasn't low enough yet," He said.

MEANWHILE ACROSS TOWN.......

"There we go, you comfy?" Logan asked as he helped Camille settle in to the couch.

"Yeah, thanks guys," Camille mumbled sleepily. Katie smiled.

"Well I'm gonna get some stuff and then I'll be out of here," She said. "Night night Sissy."

"Night," Camille said, leaning against Logan and falling asleep.

Big Time Boyfriend part 96

Just some hurt/comfort this time, no real warnings. :) And no, I have no clue where the title came from. I don't know where half of the titles in this story come from. Anyways, another crazy day here, and it's a double update day, so enjoy!

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Episode 96: Polka-dots.

Logan pushed Camille down to the car and buckled her in, beginning to feel protective. "Alright, I'll see you when we get home," He said kissing her gently. Katie smiled.

"I'll take care of your princess Logan," Katie said. He smiled.

"You make a good sister," He said, mussing the girl's hair before going over to Carlos' car. Katie climbed in to the front seat and started the car.

"You ready Sissy?" She asked. Camille broke down in tears. "Shh, it's alright Camille, what's wrong?"

"I-I-I'm so scared Katie!" Camille sobbed. "I was scared when I found out I was pregnant, I was scared last night that I was going to lose this baby, and I'm scared all the time that I'm making the wrong choice!"

"Camille shh," Katie said, moving into mom mode again. "Camille you knew it was the right choice to take the movie, right?"

"Yeah, but I was scared then too," Camille admitted.

"But you still knew it was the right choice, didn't you?" Katie asked. Camille nodded. "And when you took me in, even though you knew it was the right choice, weren't you still a little scared then too?"

"Yeah," Camille sniffled. "But this isn't just about me. It's about Logan and this little boy inside of me."

"But I know you're making the right choice," Katie said. "I knew the minute you decided to keep it that you were making the right choices. And Logan does too."

"Yeah," Camille said.

"And stressing out isn't gonna help the little guy," Katie added. "So no stress and bed rest for the rest of your pregnancy."

"Agreed," Camille giggled. "God he's been a little hellion this far."

"He's wild and passionate, just like his mommy," Katie giggled.

MEANWHILE BACK WITH JAMES.......

James was just waking up to the sound of voices in the room.

"...Just another thirty minutes and he'll be up," Lucy's voice was saying.

"We have to do this now, he needs to eat and we need to show him how to use the insulin pen," The nurse answered.

Shot In the Dark: Chapter 3

You know what I hate? When people don't think. More specifically, when they don't think of the people they could be hurting. My Godsister is now NOT coming. So expect our regular update schedule. I completely forgot about this story (Whoops!), so I thought I might share it. APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Sort of mentions of past self-harm and maybe a little bit of overprotectiveness, but when I wrote it, it was right after I had made the decision to permanently stop, and here I am three years later. :) Enjoy!

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Chapter 3:

Katie looked out the window as they drove to the fast food joint, deciding to just park and go in.

"Mm, what do you want?" Kendall said, wrapping his arm around Katie protectively.

"Hm," Katie said sureveying her options. "That last one on the board." Kendall nodded, bending over to kiss her head gently.

"Got it," he whispered. He looked around at the people pointing and giggling.

"Ignore them," Katie said, leaning her head up against Kendall's body. She liked being so short, it meant he had to pick her up to show her true affection. He smiled, picking her up to peck her on the lips.

"I love how small you are," he whispered before setting her down.

"I'm not THAT small," Katie mumbled, blushing as she noticed her tummy sticking out a little.

"You're just the right size," Kendall said confidently, stepping up to order their food. He handed Katie their cups. "Get me some coke?" Katie giggled and nodded, skipping over to the soda machine, filling their cups before sitting down at a table closer to the back so they could be playful. Kendall came back over a few minutes later, setting their food down in front of them. They mumbled a quick prayer before digging in.

"So what are we gonna do all summer?" Kendall asked with some fries in his mouth.

"We should go on a TON of different adventures," Katie started. "We should go crazy! We could make crazy videos, taunt all the girls on twitter, dance around in our underwear but I have to check in once a week with Yugi and Mike just for some routine maintenance and a quick security and harassment sweep. Mikey's been so happy since we started that site."

Kendall just chuckled as she babbled on and on, commenting occasionally, happy he'd been able to get the shy little girl in pink bandanas to open up. "So what's new with the gang?" He asked.

"Oh Rachel and Thomas working on preparing for college, Anna being Anna, nothing really new," Katie shrugged, finishing off her fries. Another accomplishment Kendall took pride in was her feeling okay eating in front of him. She still had trouble doing that in front of her friends without him. "Hey, did you pack those things I asked you to?"

"Yup, we are gonna make sweet, passionate love this summer," Kendall said as they stood up.

"I'll be right back," Katie said, starting to skip off merrily, but Kendall grabbed her wrist, stopping her.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"Just to the bathroom," Katie answered hesitantly, knowing where he was headed with this.

"Show me your arms," He demanded gently. Katie slowly showed them to her boyfriend, nothing more than the same scars she always had on them. "Nothing in your pockets?" Katie shook her head. Kendall hugged her before letting go, smiling. Katie smiled back, walking off. Kendall waited patiently by the door, taking the girl's hands before they got back in the car, driving off to get to the time of their lives.

The first day's the hardest 6

Why do I always end up here when I'm supposed to be doing homework? :P Anyways, VERY BIG TRIGGER WARNING. Definite mentions of past non-con/rape, as well as the usual possible torture and abuse. Also, as I have never had such things happen to me, I'm going off of what I've read about/heard. Please know I do not mean to offend/trigger/upset anyone. It is purely meant to amplify backstory, as I imagine a former Russian assassin has seen some nasty, horrible things. If you are okay reading, proceed. If you are not, I will put a synopsis at the end of this update, as well as some helpful links. Stay strong and enjoy lovelies. <3

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Chapter 6:

It wasn't like she MEANT for this to keep happening. Pinky Bear could attest to that. Yet here she stood, again, in the SHIELD laundry mat at three in the morning. She found it was the safest time to come because the only other people here were either drunk, washing their drunk friend's puked on clothes, or in the same boat as her. They had a little support group going, and Pinkie Bear was the group leader.

"Really, why haven't we just sucked up and told medical yet?" David, one of the new recruits, said. "They'd probably know what to do."

"Because, they'd probably laugh at us and then kick us on our asses after they made sure to brainwash us," Natasha muttered. "At least that's what Pinky Bear thinks they do when they want to fire someone."

"Yeah, and then your handler's boyfriend has to fill out all the paperwork," Tina, joked. Natasha honestly wasn't surprised when she found her down here one night. "Seriously though, at some point, someone is gonna figure out what's going on, and then what? I'd almost take telling someone and seeing what they have to offer over this. Not that I don't enjoy our little sessions."

"Yeah, I love you guys, but I need sleep. They make us get up at five in the morning," David whined.

"Well, at least we get more sleep than the agents do," Natasha said, looking at Tina. She shrugged. And that was how their sessions usually ended. They gathered their now clean bedding and pajamas, said their goodnight's, and went back to their quarters, either to keep fighting sleep, or to try and get more of it.

* * *

"Hey hot shot," Clint said, pouring a glass of coffee. Natasha waved with a loud yawn. "Still not sleeping?"

"Nope," She said, slumping into a chair.

"Dang. You weren't screaming last night though. Maybe therapy is starting to help?" Clint said. She frowned and tightened herself into a ball. Therapy most certainly was NOT helping, all it was doing was dredging up old memories she had fought hard to suppress. She only went because she got to exercise, and the only reason she hadn't screamed last night was because she was sobbing. They had covered some of her sexual history in therapy before she screamed and broke a few windows and ended up being sedated.

"I don't want to go to therapy anymore," She muttered, rubbing her eyes.

"I know, but it gets... easier at least," Clint shrugged. "Phil made me go through the same shit when I first got here too. Hey, tell you what? We can stay here and watch Disney movies today."

"Disney Movies?" She asked. "How many are there?"

"Like.... a million," Clint said with a goofy grin. "Come on, I have all the princess movies. And you made me a promise!"

She snorted. "You are the only man I know who actually sits and watches Disney Princess movies willingly."

"So that's a yes?" He asked, his eyes sparkling.

"Alright," Natasha sighed. At least he wasn't making her go back to sleep. Clint beamed and hugged her tight, forgetting her space-bubble issues that were flared up again. "CLINT!"

"Sorry," He said, quickly releasing her. She smirked, and hit him with her bear before going and curling up on the couch. He pulled in a few of the extra blankets and pillows for them before starting with "The Little Mermaid."

"Can we make a pillow fort?" She asked softly. He grinned wildly at her and nodded. Turns out building shelters wasn't a skill that had been lost. They made an EPIC pillow fort, with enough room for the both of them, Pinky Bear, and some wiggle room. They watched as Ariel got her legs, Natasha slumped against Clint. He smiled.

"May I rub your arms?" He asked. She nodded slowly, and he wrapped an arm over her shoulder, gently letting his thumb go back and forth against her arm and hand. Natasha found the action to be quite soothing, and found her eyes drooping. In fact, by the time they finished singing, Natasha was asleep. Clint smiled and pulled the blanket up around her.

* * *

"I don't want to-"

"Shut up or I shoot," he growled. She kept her lips still and let him do what he wanted to her. She stared at the ceiling, just waiting for it to finally be over, waiting. Waiting was the worst part. It always was and it always will be. "Natasha," he finally said. She looked at him with confused eyes as he finally left her body alone. "Natasha wake up," he added.

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She was sobbing, she figured that out once her eyes opened and she heard the broken cries in their fort. She couldn't stop herself from falling apart, holding Pinky Bear to her chest, letting Clint hold her to his own chest. The sound of his heart was a reassuring sound, steady and rhythmic. When she finally settled down enough she realized it; she had completely drenched the sleeping bag she had been laying on, herself, and probably Clint.

"Oh my God," she whimpered.

"Hey, it's okay," he said gently.

"No it's not!" She said, the tears re-entering her eyes. "I-I didn't mean to Clint I swear! I'll do whatever you want just- just-" she couldn't even breathe hardly at all. Clint crushed her to his chest, talking softly to her. She couldn't hear any of it. All she could hear were the profanities (Both in English and Russian) that were screamed at her constantly throughout training, missions, rapings. All the threats to her safety, her person, how worthless she was. She couldn't calm herself down, and suddenly she realized Clint had moved her. She was in their tiny kitchen, and Clint was offering her a pill someone had prescribed her for her panic attacks. She opened her mouth slowly, before gulping down the glass of water he handed to her. As she waited for it to take affect, she trembled.

"It's okay Tasha, really it is," Clint murmured. "It's happened to me before too."

"It's not. I'm weak, and stupid," she sniffled. "I'm horrible, broken, a filthy whore. I don't deserve any of this Clint!"

"Hey, that's not-"

"Yes it is Clint!" She snapped. "You aren't me! You haven't lived through the horrors and tortures I have! No one has ever violated you on as intimate level as I have! You don't know me!" She screamed, before running right past him, to her room, and locking the door.

She cleaned up mindlessly before she began to think. She needed out. She had to get away. And Clint probably wouldn't let her pass without a confrontation. That left her one choice: the vents.

* * * *

SHIELD air ducts were incrediby spacious. Natasha figured Clint might have had something to do with that. She figured at this point Clint was looking for her, and had probably called Phil and her stupid therapist. She shook her head. No way in HELL was she going to deal with that. She COULD however use a snack....

Natasha turned back around, and after two left turns found herself over the mostly empty cafeteria. She was about to pop the vent covering off when she heard people running in. She crawled back a few inches, listening closely.

"See Clint? I told you she wasn't in here," Tina said. Shit, they were after her. "This base is too big. There's no way the three of us can possibly find her."

"And what's the alternative? Let fury find her and shoot her?" Clint growled. "No way. I promised her I would take care of her. No matter how many times she makes me feel like pulling my hair out. Now where's our next quadrant?"

Tina rambled off a few room numbers and then they were gone. Shit. She was being pursued. Well, she was the Black Widow. She could kill you before you had time to blink. She simply crawled back along, stumbling across Phil. He was sighing heavily with his phone to his ear.

"Yes I'm AWARE that it's protocol, that doesn't mean she was fucking ready for it though!" He said in a big huff. "Oh really? Well, maybe I'll take her to a non-SHIELD counselor then. ....Oh you're reconsidering, hmm? Tell you what? If you can talk her out of the vents, we'll reconsider." Before the other person had time to answer, he hung up. Phil was... on her side? About what? That it was too soon to talk about her.... sexual history? That she needed more help than she was getting? Something about his concern put a lump in her throat and she struggled to keep crawling away. She found a vent that let out over a seemingly empty room before she started crying again. Why were they looking for her? She was just a useless charity case. Hopelessly broken beyond repair. The scars on her body, both inside and out, should have proved that. She heard the door open, and looked down, struggling to remain quiet.

Maria Hill entered the room. She was holding a few scraps of paper, and went to a corner of the room she couldn't see. She returned with a painters palette, filled with paints. reds and oranges, and whites and creams and blacks, and the tiniest bit of green... She pulled an easel to the middle of the room, and pulled a sheet off of a canvas, and it was... her. 

It was an outline of Natasha's silhouette, her face kind of sketched in. She was with another woman.... she had been completely painted in, no face, but dark brown hair, a blue dress. It didn't take Natasha long to figure out that Maria was painting the two of them. As weird as it was... It was also kind of flattering. She finally couldn't take it and popped out of the vent, landing with a light thud. Maria turned quickly, gun pulled. Natasha quickly put her hands in the air. Maria sighed and placed the weapon back in its holster.

"Natasha what are you doing here?" She asked, quickly throwing the sheet back over her painting.

"Hiding," Natasha answered. "What are you doing?"

"Whatever I want," Maria said, quickly trying to cover up her activities. "Does Clint know you're here?"

"No," Natasha shrugged. "We had a fight."

Maria sighed. This was so not going well. "He found out, didn't he?" The way Natasha looked at her feet was enough of a yes. "And how did he react?"

"I had a panic attack and he tried to tell me stuff, but I couldn't really tell what it was," She admitted sheepishly. "Are you gonna make me go back?"

".....Not until you're ready," she sighed. "I am going to call him though so he doesn't freak out."

"Too late," Natasha whimpered. "He won't listen if you call him. Call Phil instead. Please?"

Maria sighed but decided to indulge the girl, calling the agent instead. After that she took Natasha back to her living quarters, sitting the girl on the couch. "Care to tell me what you two were fighting about?" She said, sitting across from her.

Natasha took a deep breath. "He was trying to convince me I wasn't the only one who's been through... stuff," She explained. "He tried to tell me that he's wet the bed before. And he tried to convince me I wasn't a whore."

Maria scooted closer to Natasha. "I heard what happened yesterday in therapy," She said gently. "They shouldn't have broached that topic yet. You're not ready. And I can tell you beyond a shadow of a doubt that it doesn't make you a whore, or a slut, or any other horrible name you can come up with for yourself, okay? You didn't get a choice in the matter. Neither did I."

Natasha jerked her head up. "You too?"

Maria nodded. "When I was sixteen. My ex-boyfriend was an abusive bastard. No one really believed me. I ran away from home after that. That's a large part of why I'm here. I want to protect people from bastards like that. If I can get through it, I know you can."

Natasha nodded slowly. "Can I ask you something?" She said softly. When Maria nodded, she continued, "Why were you painting me?"

"Oh God, you saw that?" She asked, a blush rising in her cheeks. Natasha smiled ever so slightly. "I.... you're beautiful Natasha. You're wonderful, deadly, and graceful and... And I like it."

Natasha nodded. That was enough of an answer for now. "Is Clint mad?" She asked.

Maria smirked. "No, he's just upset you ran away," she explained. "He really cares about you Natasha. As much as he cares about Phil. And he and Phil are.... quite a thing."

Natasha nodded slowly. "Maybe... maybe I should go back," She whispered. "Just so he stops panicking." Maria smiled and offered her hand To Natasha.

* * * *

"NATASHA!" Clint screamed, running to the girl when he finally saw her, but stopped short of a hug, knowing that she was still pretty sensitive about touch.

"It's okay Clint, you can hug me," She said softly. He wrapped his big strong arms around her, and for once, he was the one shaking a little.

"Don't do that again," He said as he pulled away, begging. "Please Tasha. I was so worried. We can fix whatever happens. Just don't run."

She nodded softly. In the end, what did it matter? She had good people around her. Maybe they could fix the damage. Maybe she wouldn't be broken forever... It was a pretty lie to let herself believe.

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SYNOPSIS FOR THOSE WHO CHOSE TO SKIP: Clint finds out about Natasha's bedwetting problem. This results in her climbing through the air vents at SHIELD to avoid dealing with Clint. She and Maria have a moment, and then Natasha goes back to Clint. Next update may be a while, the person who's computer I am borrowing is currently on vacation. I'll prep as much as I can now though. :)

Big Time Boyfriend part 95

Like I said, double update day. Mentions of diapers. Don't like? Don't read. :P Enjoy!

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Episode 95: Shots shots shots shots

James heard the door open and turned around, smiling at the sight of Katie. "Hey."

"Hey," she said. "How'd you do last night?"

"Umm... Not so good," James answered with a blush. "Nurse made me wear a diaper after I woke up to wet sheets."

"I'm sorry," Katie said, hugging James gently. "Get changed and then we can go for a walk."

"I don't have anything to wear though," James mumbled.

"Well I'll run back to the apartment then, it's really early anyways," Katie said, noting it was only seven in the morning. "Go back to sleep."

"No," James said, trying to be defiant. "I don't wanna sleep."

"James, do not try and pull this with me, I will get your nurse in here to put you back in that bed," Katie argued. "And you KNOW I will follow through on that threat."

"I don't wanna sleep K last night was embarrassing enough and she's gonna wake up and I'm gonna have to face her."

"Yeah and I'll be right there to bitch slap her if she hurts you," Katie said. "Just lay in bed please? The only way your number is gonna go down is if you rest. please?"

"Fine," James sighed. "You promise you'll wake me up when you get back?"

"Yep, now sleep," Katie said, grabbing her keys, phone, and wallet. "I'll be back in a little bit." James nodded, holding Lucy close as he fell back asleep.

MEANWHILE DOWN WITH CAMILLE:

"Alright, bed rest is very simple," The nurse explained. "You go to bed, and rest. Everyone else is to take care of you and you are only allowed up to go to the bathroom, understand?"

"Yes ma'am," Camille and Logan said.

"Hey, how you doing Sissy?" Katie asked.

"Good," Camille said. "I'm on bed rest though. What are you doing down here?"

"I need to go grab some stuff from the apartment and I was worried about you," Katie explained. "But if you're on bed rest I'll drive myself."

"Nah, Logan can take your car, I wanna spend time with you Kiddo," Camille said as she got in her wheelchair. "Come on."

Big Time Boyfriend part 94

Double update. No warnings. Enjoy. :P

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Episode 94: Big boy and little girl

THE NEXT MORNING:

"Katie, wake up," Logan said gently. Katie opened her eyes to see Logan standing above her. His eyes were red and there were huge bags under them.

"What's wrong and why didn't you sleep?" She asked.

"Up all night worrying about Camille," Logan answered. "Carlos wants you back upstairs."

"I'm not leaving Sissy," Katie declared. "How is she?"

"They got her contractions slowed down, but she's still having them," Logan said.

"Logan?" Camille groaned.

"I'm right here," Logan answered, dashing over to her. "What's wrong?"

"I just wanted you," Camille answered. Someone knocked on the door.

"Good morning!" The doctor said happily. "Just wake up?"

"Yep, He didn't keep me up all night, only half," Camille said happily.

"Well let's get you checked out and another ultrasound," The doctor said. "If everything looks good you should be ready to head home." Camille nodded happily.

"Want me to stay Sissy?" Katie asked awkwardly.

"No, James needs you," Camille said. "I'll call you before we leave."

"Okay, I love you Sissy!" Katie said, leaving the room and dashing to the elevators.

MEANWHILE UPSTAIRS WITH JAMES.....

James opened his eyes with a smile, seeing Lucy in his arms. He thought how lucky he was that she didn't care about what had happened, but then he remembered the diaper, and sighed. At least he was dry for once.

"Morning James," The nurse said softly. "Just here to get your vitals."

"Thanks," James whispered. "How soon do you think I'll get out of here?"

"Either tonight or tomorrow the way your blood sugar is," The nurse said. "You're number is going down quite nicely." James nodded, gently untangling himself from Lucy and sitting up. "Alright, if you need something just hit the nurse button. And your girlfriend is very sweet by the way." The nurse said she left. James smiled before standing up, hearing the door open.

Big Time Boyfriend part 93

I have so much freaking homework this weekend it is not even funny. :/ and then my God Sister's mother is having a baby on Monday, so I have that to contend with this weekend too. Um. I may or may not post tomorrow, we shall see. In any case, here's our Friday update. APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Still hospital (seriously, I had too much fun putting people in the hospital), some hurt/comfort notes with the bedwetting (Three chapters, really?), aaaaand I think that's it. Enjoy! :D

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Episode 93: jealousy pains

Katie sat outside the room Camille was in, sobbing. She wanted that baby! She wanted that beautiful life inside her, the life she and Kendall had created! She was happy for her cousin, but she hated that it wasn't her, that she had lost a baby but now Camille got to keep it and was giving that baby to someone else.

"Hey, you okay?" A voice said from above her. Katie looked up to see Lucy standing above her.

"Yeah," Katie sniffled. "What are you doing here?"

"James wants you so I came looking," Lucy said. "What's wrong?"

"I want a baby!" Katie said, breaking down again. "I want that little miracle inside of me, that Kendall helped me make! Why did she have to die and bleed out Lucy! Why?"

"Shh, it's okay," Logan said, sinking down next to Katie. "There's a reason you lost that baby. Think about it, would Kendall be getting better if you still had the baby?"

"I don't care Logan I want a baby!" Katie sobbed. Logan held her while she cried. "She's not gonna be done any time soon," He whispered to Lucy. She nodded and headed back upstairs.

UPSTAIRS:

"It happens James," Carlos said. "None of us are gonna judge you for it. We know it isn't your fault."

"Yeah but it was in front of LUCY, and we had just agreed to go out Carlos," James argued. "She's never going to want to date me now."

"Don't be so sure," Carlos said. "She's not that cruel. She's been in tears off and on all day."

"Everyone is when someone passes out," James mumbled.

"Well if I didn't care why am I back?" Lucy asked the two of them. "Did Katie lose a baby? She's having a complete break down about a miscarriage."

"Yeah, that's kind of what led to Kendall going to rehab," Carlos said. Lucy nodded, coming over to James.

"Why'd you come back?" He asked.

"Cuz anyone who leaves you because you wet the bed is a heartless bitch," She said with a smirk. "Feel better?"

"Not really," He said; The nurse had made him wear a diaper so that he didn't have to worry about wetting the bed again.

"Do I still get to sleep in your bed?" Lucy asked with a yawn. James nodded hesitantly. "Thanks," Lucy mumbled, crawling back up on to the bed, falling asleep instantly. James smiled; Lucy was different.

Big Time Boyfriend part 92

More dealing with bedwetting and medical garbly goop, as well as angst, because I am so shameless. :P

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Episode 92: Boyfriends!

"James? Lucy? Guys wake up," Carlos said softly. James was the first to open his eyes.

"What-" James stopped himself once he realized what had happened before trying to get out of bed and tripping over his IV, yanking on it painfully; the only reason it didn't get yanked out of his arm was the fact that Carlos had caught him, sending three nurses flying in as well as waking Lucy up. James was in tears by the end, thoroughly embarrassed.

"James it's okay," Carlos said.

"No it's not!" He sobbed, just wanting Katie. "Where's Katie?"

"Down with Camille," Carlos explained. "Now come on, let's take care of things here and then I'll go get her, alright?" James nodded, following one nurse to the bathroom while the other changed the bed.

"Please don't make him feel worse about this Lucy," Carlos begged, handing her a pair of Katie's jeans to wear.

"I didn't plan on it," Lucy said. "Where's the closest bathroom?"

"Down at the end of the hall and first right," Carlos and the nurse said together.

"Got it, thanks," Lucy said, walking off to change.

MEANWHILE WITH CAMILLE.....

"Do you two know what you're having yet?" The ultrasound tech asked.

"Nope," Camille answered happily. "Is she far enough along we can find out?"

"Yep," The tech said.

"Well tell us then," Camille said, looking up at Logan. Katie smiled, tears in her eyes. All three of them watched the screen for the little baby to appear. Finally a little mass did, white and black mixed in with gray.

"It's definitely healthy," The tech said. "A little too low for four months, but definitely healthy. Now let's see...." The tech moved the wand around on Camille's belly until she found what she needed. "It's a bouncy baby boy!"

"I knew it!" Logan said, kissing Camille. Katie smiled, tears flowing down her cheeks as she left the room, breaking down right outside.

Big Time Boyfriend part 91

APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Definite mentions of bedwetting, and insinuated doctor-y things. Don't like? Don't read. I would bore you with some random drabble up here but apparently my wisdom teeth are coming in and I feel like hell. So let's all enjoy someone fictional being miserable, shall we?

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Episode 91: Big boy time

"Camille might be in labor," Katie said.

"WHAT?" Carlos asked a little too loud, causing Lucy to stir.

"Shh! I'll text you when I know something," Katie said before leaving the room.

Carlos looked at James and Lucy, still asleep, curled up in each others arms. He smiled, getting up to use the bathroom when he noticed it; James had wet the bed again. He sighed, knowing how things were probably gonna end.

MEANWHILE DOWNSTAIRS IN MATERNITY......

"Hey how is she?" Katie asked once she saw Logan.

"They're not slowing down," He said, worry and exhaustion clear on his face. "This baby is gonna be a wild one." They arrived at the room Camille was in then. "Ladies first." Katie walked in, darting to her friend, gently hugging her.

"How are you Sissy?"

"Mmm, sleepy," Camille mused. "Junior here's getting a good work-out."

Katie laughed. "You always know how to make light of things," She giggled.

"Yup, hi doctor," Camille said.

"Hello, I'm Dr. Wright," The woman said. "So it seems that little baby of yours wants to get out here, huh?"

"Yep," Camille giggled.

"Alright we'll let's get this show on the road," Doc said. " I need to see where you are with labor, okay?"

"Okay," Camille said, gabbing both Logan and Katie's hands as the doctor did her work. She frowned when she was done.

"Well it's not a pretty picture," she said. "You're staying the night, and we're going to get you some medicine to try and stop labor, but first we need an ultrasound, okay?"

"O-okay," Camille said, looking up at Logan.

"It'll be okay," He whispered. "I promise, this baby is gonna be healthy, and he's gonna stay in there as long as he can." Katie smiled at the two of them, pain and jealousy mixed in with her happiness.

MEANWHILE BACK UPSTAIRS.....

Carlos was trying to figure out how to get things cleaned up without waking up Lucy, finally realizing there was no way to leave her out of it. He sighed, going over to them. "James? Lucy? guys wake up..."

Big Time Boyfriend part 90

I think I am possibly the latest bloomer of them all. I am getting my wisdom teeth at TWENTY. How is that fair?!?! Anyways, by the time you're reading this I will probably be at the dentist office, wishing very much for them to stop poking and pulling my mouth. APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Mentions of bed-wetting, more medical garbly-goop, and the Jonas Brothers. Yes, I went there. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Now read:

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Episode 90: Wakey wakey might have a baby! :P

"Can I sleep here tonight? I don't really think I'd fit on the couch," Lucy joked. James bit his lip; what if he wet the bed again? Wetting the bed in front of Lucy's alcoholic cousin was one thing. But wetting the bed with Lucy in it was something COMPLETELY different. What if she laughed at him? or got mad? Or thought he was a baby? She'd never love him if she found out.

"James?" Lucy said, bringing him back to reality. "I can go home if you want."

"No!" James said instantly. "I mean, yeah, you can sleep with me tonight. Why would I have a problem with that?"

"I dunno, why would you?" Lucy asked, knowing perfectly well what he was afraid of.

"I wouldn't have a problem with it," James said, his nurse walking in then.

"Hi, I'm Amy, I'm just here to get your vitals and change out the IV," She said sweetly. Lucy and James remained quiet as the nurse did her work.

"James, I don't care if it happens," Lucy said once the nurse was gone. "The doctor said it was only because your blood sugar was so high."

"Can we please just go to sleep?" James mumbled, bright red from embarrassment.

Lucy nodded. "Wake me if you need anything," She mumbled, nuzzling close to James. He laid in bed, thinking about how just this morning, he was at the pool with Katie. And now he was in the hospital, diagnosed a diabetic, and if he fell asleep, he'd wet the bed in front of his almost-girlfriend. But soon enough he DID fall asleep.

2 IN THE MORNING:

"NO WE'RE NOT! GONNA WORK! THIS OUT TONIIIGHT!" Katie's phone yelled out, waking her and Carlos up.

"Why does your phone always do that?" Carlos groaned.

"Logan are you aware it is two o'clock in the God damn morning?!" Katie hissed.

"Yes, and I'm also aware Camille is two floors down from you having consistent contractions," Logan said. "And she wants you."

"Alright, where do I go?" Katie said, sliding her shoes on.

"Down to floor three, head to the maternity ward, and I'll be there waiting, okay?"

"Alright," Katie said, hanging up.

"What's going on?" Carlos asked.

"Camille might be in labor," Katie said.

Big Time Boyfriend part 89

A little more medical.... stuff? Idk what to call it. Like I've said before, my brother has spent too much time in and out of the hospital, so I know waaaaaaaaay too much. I just hope it translates okay. :)

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Episode 89: Good vs. Baby

"JAMES!" Lucy shouted, throwing herself on to him. "James Matthew Diamond I have never been so scared in my life for a boy!" She sobbed in to his chest. "I thought I was gonna lose you."

"I'm James Diamond, I don't go down without a fight," James chuckled weakly, looking around. "Why am I at the hospital?"

"Y-y-you passed out, and almost stopped breathing," Katie hiccupped. "I did CPR, and you're here cuz you have diabetes."

"What? I'm not diabetic!" James argued weakly.

"Yes, unfortunately you are," The doctor at the door said. "I'm the doctor on call for tonight, I'm just here to check your blood sugar." Everyone sat silent, feeling awkward as James' finger was pricked for the fifth time that day. "You're going back up."

"Well his IV is almost empty, doesn't it have the insulin in it?" Katie asked softly. Everyone looked at her.

"Actually yes, she's right," One of the medical students said. "I'll get his nurse."

"She'll be in to check your vitals shortly," The doctor said, adding, "Nice job Miss. You know your stuff," before leaving. Everyone stared at Katie.

"Before I got kicked out my brother spent a lot of time in the hospital," She mumbled with a yawn.

"Alright, bed time," Carlos declared, laying down with Katie, pulling a blanket over them and falling asleep. James looked at Lucy, who was still curled up against him.

"Can I tell you something?" Lucy asked.

"Anything," James said, flashing his perfect smile.

"I've kind of had a crush on you for the longest time," She said.

"Hmm, funny, the same thing has been happening to me," James chuckled. "So what do you think we should do about it, hmm?"

"Hm, well I'd LIKE to go on a date with you if you'd like," Lucy giggled. "But I think this whole 'in the hospital' thing might be a bit of a problem."

"Mmm, well how about a rain check?" James suggested. "I know the PERFECT first date, but you gotta wait for me to get out of here, okay?"

"I'd wait till the end of time," Lucy yawned. "Can I sleep with you tonight? I don't think I could fit on the couch."

Tiny little Tasha 10

Aaaaand I'm late. Whoops! :P So there may be- no, there is DEFINITELY some little Tony, and Tony wetting himself. Everyone loves that. Don't ask me why, but I'm happy to please. :) Also, since this is so short, I think I'll post something else to go with it. Except I may do that tomorrow. Idk. It's 11:15 currently, so I'm not sure how much longer I'll be up. but yeah, little Tony for those of you who enjoy that. :)

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Chapter 10:

Tony danced in place in the lab. It wasn't fair! Tasha was HIS Mommy. She wasn't supposed to be the baby. He whined as he felt his bladder throb. Mommy always told him when to go potty too. He gasped as he slowly began to have an accident. 

"Just add insult to injury why don't we?" He grumbled. He didn't try to fight it; he had been stubborn and had refused to put on a pull-up that morning when Tasha- when MOMMY- came to wake him up this morning. He began to cry as he finished. He wanted Mommy Tasha back! He panicked when he heard the doors open, glancing up to see Bruce.

"Easy Tiger," he said gently. "JARVIS told me to come check on you."

Tony sniffled. "I-I'm fine," he mumbled.

"No, you clearly are not," Bruce said. "What's going on in your genius little brain, hmm?"

Tony couldn't help it and burst into tears again. "It's not fair! I'm the baby! Not Momma Tasha! I'm the baby! Me me me!" He sobbed. 

Bruce quietly made his way over to Tony and hugged him. "Shhh, you should have told me," he cooed.

"Yeah, cuz it's so easy to tell someone that the great Tony Stark is into age play," he sniffled.

"Hey, there are worse ways to cope," Bruce said, playing with his hair. "Just breathe Tony."

Tony hiccuped and shifted uncomfortably in his wet clothes. "I just- want- Mommy," he sobbed.

"Shhh, Tasha should be back to normal soon," he said quietly. "Unless there was someone else..?"

"Pepper," he whimpered. "JARVIS? Clear her-"

Bruce clamped a hand over his mouth. "Disregard that one JARVIS," he said. "Tony, I know its hard without her, but..."

"But what?" He asked nervously.

"But... Let's just take this one step at a time, alright? Let's start with a bath," Bruce suggested.

Big Time Boyfriend part 88

PROBABLY THE HEAVIEST THING I HAVE EVER WRITTEN. Except not really, because it's glossed over. But still, APPLICABLE WARNINGS: Mentions of past abuse, glossed over suicide attempt, glossed over self-harm.... seriously people, I was afraid I was gonna end up like Katie at one point, hence this update. If I ever finish this story, I'll delve further into her past in the sequel. Oh, and James is alive. ;D enjoy!

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Episode 88: We all fall down.

KATIE'S POV:

"Well..." I closed my eyes, and everything came back. I didn't even realize I was running away until Carlos grabbed me.

"Katie, Katie calm down, come back to me," He whispered, physically restraining me. I opened my eyes to see two nurses looking at me, but I shook my head, crying hysterically. "Katie you gotta settle down or they're gonna sedate you." I started to take deep breaths.

"That's it K, breathe," Carlos murmured. "What happened? Why did you run off?"

"M-m-my m-m-mom!" I sobbed.

"Shh, she's not here and she'll never get to you," he whispered. "What did she do?

"H-hit me, told me to get out," I sobbed. "S-she never wants me again, cuz of my fetish! She hates me!" Carlos rocked me gently while Lucy turned on the song Kendall made me. I instantly relaxed at the sound of his voice, and I quickly settled down. "S-sorry."

"Nah, it's alright K," Carlos murmured.

"I didn't mean to bring all that back," Lucy said. "I'm sorry."

"No don't be," I whispered. "It normally doesn't go like that... normally I close my eyes and I go straight past my mom..."

"Where do you go?" Carlos asked. I spent the next hour explaining how I ended up in LA: From when my mom kicked me out to when I almost died and Camille took me in, not noticing when James opened his eyes....

END KATIE'S POV

"Wow, I had no idea," Lucy said.

"Me either," James rasped from the bed. Everyone looked up, and the tears started to flow again, but this time out of joy; James was going to be okay.

Big Time Boyfriend part 87

Discussion of bed-wetting. Just gonna throw that out there. Also, the next couple of updates get MEGA heavy, but they do eventually lead to a happy ending. :) Also, sorry for not posting yesterday. It was a teeeeeny bit hectic. Also, just gonna throw this out there: almost running into your ex = NOT FUN. :/ So yeah, enjoy!

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Episode 87: Bio.

"So how long has he been wetting the bed?" Lucy asked.

"How did you find out?" Katie asked.

"He kinda inadvertently told me last night," Lucy explained. "He denied everything when I asked why Annie's sheets were wet."

"Oh. It's been happening for a couple of weeks now," Katie answered. "How is Annie?"

"She's getting her stomach pumped and then she's going back home with my aunt to discuss where she is going to rehab," Lucy grumbled. "I don't hate her, we used to be really good friends."

"What happened?" Katie asked.

"Well, My aunt and her husband divorced when Annie was thirteen, and her friend's sister gave her a beer. She got drunk, forgot all her problems, and got hooked," Lucy sighed. "My aunt sent her to me to try and straighten her out, but you can see how well THAT'S gone. What about you and Camille? Have you always gotten along?"

"Hey Lucy!" Carlos said from the door, Camille and Logan following behind him. "Any change?"

"No, just lower blood sugar," Katie mumbled, sitting up. "So how'd it go with the adoptive parents Sissy?"

"Really well," Camille answered evenly. "I think they're the right fit for Junior here."

"Good," Katie said, smiling weakly. Carlos handed Katie her food, everyone watching her idly to make sure she ate. Camille and logan left shortly after she finished eating.

"Take care of yourself, okay?" Camille asked Katie.

"I will," she answered. "We'll call you if anything happens. I love you Sissy."

"Love you too Kiddo," She said. She took Logan's hand and they left

"Here," Carlos said once Katie was finished. "I got you something." Katie hesitantly opened the little bag from Starbucks, smiling at what was inside; a brownie, the very first thing Camille ever made for her.

"Katie, you never did answer my question," Lucy said softly. "Have you and Camille always gotten along?" Katie looked up at Lucy.

"We.... We're not actually blood relatives," Katie answered. "It's... it's kind of a long story."

"I have time," Lucy said.

"Well...."

Big Time Boyfriend part 86

More medical angst. I feel like that's all this week's update is going to be. Which it may very well be. :P Anyways, teeny tiny mention of bedwetting at the end, if that's a problem for anyone. Enjoy! :D

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Episode 86: Brownie bites for thought.

"Excuse me miss?" A voice said from above Katie. She looked up to see a man with a stethoscope around his neck. "Are you okay?"

"Y-yeah," Katie said, standing up and wiping her eyes. "Are you the doctor?"

"Yes ma'am, are you James' sister?" He asked.

"K-kinda," Katie said, following the man in to James' room. "You here to check his blood sugar?"

"Yep," Doc said. "They told me you had started CPR on him once he passed out. That was very smart and brave."

"I just acted on instincts," Katie mumbled. "I don't feel like this big brave hero everyone keeps telling me I am."

"It's okay if you don't feel like one," The doctor said. "Just know that you are. And it looks like James' blood sugar is almost down to five hundred. he should be waking up soon."

"O-okay," Katie mumbled, tears back in her eyes.

"Trust me miss, he'll be just fine," The doctor said. "I'll be back in the morning." Katie nodded, curling back up against James. She got a text then; It was from Carlos.

Grabbing dinner and starbucks, want anything? He asked.

Yeah, nuggets with ranch? Katie asked

Got it, anything from Sbux?

soy cinnamon dolce latte iced please

Got it be there soon Carlos said. Katie set her phone down before it started ringing.

"What?" She grumbled at the person on the other line.

"Um, it's just me," Lucy said. "Annie is getting her stomach pumped and my aunt is here with her, so I thought I'd leave them to figure things out and come up."

"Oh, okay then," Katie said, telling her where the room was.

Lucy was up in a matter of minutes. "Any change?" She asked.

Katie shrugged. "His blood sugar is down to five hundred," she mumbled. Lucy nodded, Curling up on the other side of James.

"So... how long has he been wetting the bed?"